mylife.mystory

Sunday, December 26, 2004 Y

5:31 AM

YoYo..Me BacK to uPdaTe mi bLoG LeRx.HaHax..GoT LeaDeRs' Camp From 21 to 23 DeC..HeHex..n i wAs d onLi MeDic n QM Left..Mi was d assT ic FeR CampCraft n loGistiCs DepT..HeHex.. Halx..tix camp i got nth much to say...i almost fall sick in the 2nd day..dan i think tt it would b furni if a medic fall sick..LOLx..hahax..

DaY 1..

Day 1 got nth much happen but do u believe tt 10 cusaulty can report sick in 1 hour!!! hahax..casualty rate is sho damn high lox..hahax..dan i was rather pissed tt not mani guys in tix camp have initaiative dex...no gentleman..they wud rather sit dere do nth dan to help u lox..dan everyone say dey'll help mi coxe my dept left mi alone lor...but all onli neo how to use mouth n say onli..

Day 2..

hMmM..DaY 2 got nth much..coxe dey went orienteerin n i was suppose to stay in base..sho..nth much happen..but i'm gald tt almost all my patient was well after i treat them..hehex..i felt sho hapi...they started to stricted d discipline in the campers..

DaY 3..

ian camp to sick bay n told mi tt got a casuatly dan i was shocked to hear one oso.. the campers lied to mi tt dere was a casualty dan they start singing tix cheer fer the first time ...i was so hapi..cox i went ard teachin ppl but no one wanna learn..sho..tt ended my camp well..

Nxt sTop..SeC one orientation camp 2005..in 29 to 30 dec..hehex..again mi d qm dept ...n d onli gal..i'm always d onli gal in all dept de..sobx..hahax..oh well..i got my wish liaox..i'm in d orientation camp!!! hehex..

Tuesday, December 21, 2004 Y

1:53 PM

hmMm..TmR gorT CamP LiaOx..bTw.Mi WaNa NeO Hu is tt 'F***ked up' peRsoN hu TaG my BoaRd.HmMm..KinDa VoiLenT Dex..u BeTa TeLL mi Hu R u HoRx..HaHax.

Mi Jux HaPi e WaY thlnGs TuRn ouT.HeHex..How i wlsH tt thinGs wiLL ReMain LkY tix 4Eva.HaHax.HmMm..tmR caMp LiaOx..sHo..u guYs TRY norT to mlss mi hoRx.HaHax.Juz JokinG..mi NorT sHo thlck Skin Dex LaHx..HeHex..

HaPi ThlnGs wonT LasT LonG..

i'Ve MaDe uP mY MiNd..

Sunday, December 19, 2004 Y

3:29 PM

ToDaY..i WaS raTheR piSsEd..Halx..buT nVm tt.DuN wIsh To toK abT iT..HmMm..Tix FeW weeK i Lky BeRi sTressEd LiDDaT..Halx.hey didi u dun sad horx..tix kinda things is quite common de..sho i stiu hope to c u smiling alwayx..

toDaY..mY KoRkoR fLy LiaOx.HaHax.sHo fuRni aT d alrporT..LOLx..halx..airport bring BacK sHo MaNi MoMerleS..halx..dan i KaNa sCoLdinG FroM ppL..Halx.Nvm..

SianX..GorT no MooD To WriTe LeR LaHx..My Kor norT heRe LiaoX..Tmr Stiu Got FuNcTioN aT VicTorIa ConCerT HaLL..Slanx..sometime how i wish tt i vould neo nth n could act blur of wads happening...but i cant..halx.

Friday, December 17, 2004 Y

2:34 PM

iTs oBvioUs tt tedac + rotcurtsni = impossible dex..Halx..Woa today i got anoTheR joB to do..i'm iNvoLveD in OrienTaTioN..KinDa HaPi.BuT woRk LoaD iSh aLoT LehX..Halx.StRess.Halx..NvM iT KepT me OccUpieD.sHo tts GuD. woa got sho mani thigs to do...

things to do on fri...

1. training

2. check 120 tents

3. parctice performance

4. collect tee shirt at hq

5. prepare first aid fer orienteering

6. do proposal

kNs..sho mani things..tix holiday lky not holiday lo..mi got no time to study at all lox.. Wa LaU..Halx..dun need i wanna take over nxt yr liaox. halx..i dun think i wana become VI liaox..to tired to think of the future liaox..

in order for a unit to b disciplined..i need to sacrifiz..u ppl gonna hate mi..coze i'm not gona give in or b soft when i'm in TRAINING..sorie ppLz..tis is wad i neda do. halx.y mi????no one gona do wad i do, coze dey love to be loved n not b hated...i really need encouragement..

Thursday, December 16, 2004 Y

8:17 AM

how i wish tt someone could lend a shoulder to cry on..buT..Halx.. ToDaY da cadets tell mi tt dey dun wana join footdrill com.After so many training dan they come tell us..we put in so much hope n efforts...but it all ended up in a drain..sobx.i felt lky breakin down but i couldnt cry infront of dem..so i had to hurt myself by hidin feelings. today i shouted at 2 cadets..i taught dem long commands since the beginin og tis year..n dunno wad happen to dem..they kept doin da wrong thing..my heart reali hurts..my effort juz gone lky tix..how u expect mi to carry on to be in a higher position(chair) nxt yr when i see tt da unit is going to fall veri soon..its not easy to bring a unit up when all the cadets r not entu in foot drill n other stuffs but only recreation??? i realli gona lose faith in them..how r the next gona take over when their footdrill r so.......halx..onli 3 NCOs r concern..da rest lky...dun bother at all..wad they expect? wad they wan?? do they understand how we feel??? i guess tt they dun..y m i also da one hu is gona shout at them?? i dun lky such thing..

i neo wad i'm thinkin is not right at all.but i neda say things out.i cant keep everything to myself. how i wish i could b lky da past..no shoutin..no stress..no sadness...when i took over as d VC..mani things happen..esp between council n RC..at first my cher didnt regard mi as a VC..she look at mi as if i'm not a rc member..sobx..how m i goin to work wid her when she dun even bother..halx..n now she wants mi to b da chair fer nxt yr..i guess kelwin siad was right..when ppl need u dey will look fer u..if dey dun need u dan they wont even bother abt u..halx..i realli dun c any hope in tis unit liaox..can someone tell mi sth?? i really doubt i wud wana take over ths yr..i dun wana change into another person..i wan the way i m now..

my mum oso dun understand mi oso..she say i keep goin to sch everyday..i go to sch everyday is coze i got things on de lox..dan she keep complaining...halx..how i hope she jux understand.. wheneva i tell her how i feel..i will kanna scoldin from her wan..sho..i kept alot of things to myself..
monday-meeting
wednesday- training n guitar lesson
thursday-meeting
friday-training
saturday-rehersal at 5pm
sunday-function at VCH

Wednesday, December 15, 2004 Y

1:15 PM

i DeCiDeD To WriTe aNoTheR enTrY ToDaY..i'Ve HeaRd aLoT oF DaDaoLi FrM....bTw..wHeN i BoaRd d BuS..ToLd MyseLF To norT CrY..Halx..iTs ReaLi SaDdeNinG To HeaR suCh ThlnGs.. i GueSs iTs My FauLt..iF i DidnT Mix d ouTinG BeTweEn poo n Chinchin..Dan ThlnGs wonT tuRn ouT LkY tix LioaX..i toLd MyseLf tt i'm GoNa LaugH To KeeP mySeLF oCCupieD..iF u aLL c i'm LauGhinG Lky Mad..isH actuaLLi i'M dowN..duN waNa HiDe LiaOx..DuNo LaHx..i noW so MiXeD uP..WaD i exPecTeD DiDnT TuRn ouT WaD i HaD ExPecTeD..

ATRINA LIM YUE WAD DID U DO?? WAD DID U SAY?? heY..u Go TeLL hiM FeR WaD?? n u DuN WaNa TeLL mi aNyThlnG..SoBx..i'm GoNa GeT u TmR..HaHax..i'm StiLL thlnkinG To ConTinUe nxT Yr in RC..iF i ConTinue nxT Yr DaN i WiLL jOin HQ..HeHex..i sTiu dUno..Wad u ppL thlnk??

10:41 AM

Yox..HeHex..ToDaY We WenT To WaTcH mOvie..We WaTcH NaTioNaL TreaSuRe. iT WaS quiTe a NiCe sHoW aFTer aLL..HmMm..GorT oNe sMaLL kiD siT beSide mE n KepT LauGhiN to HimSeLF WaNx..=X..Halx..HmMm..i duNno hOw i FeeL LeHx..Halx..i'M Lky ..oNe fooT isH in My CoFFiN LiaOx..n d oThEr FooT isH HaLF waY in LiaOx..Halx.CaN sOmeOnE HeLp mi sLoVe Da Prob?? Halx..

EvErYoNe cHoSe GuY A..Halx..gUy A?? Halx..nVm..Dan sHo Mani ThinGs HaPpEn..SadDeNinG..n iTs BeRi oBvlous tt i n hlm isH iMpoSsibLe Dex..Halx..nVm..aiYa..i duNo WaD to SaY LiaoX..TmR sTiLL gorT TraininG..SlanX..i'm always the last to neo everything..cant i neo?? y muz wait n wait dan tell mi???

Tuesday, December 14, 2004 Y

1:04 PM

HeHeX..jUx heRe To InTroDuCe Tix SoNg To u aLL..Tix SoNg isH ReaLi NiCe Dex..iTs CaLLeD u MaKe Me WaNa..bY bLue..HeHex.NiCe eHx..HaHax..HmMm..iN FRieNdsTeR i AddeD aLoT ppL..n i DiDnT NeO risniwde WiLL HaVe FriEndsTer Dex..HaHax..AddeD Huda Too..n LoTs oF Chio-SoMe insTrucToRs..HeHex..HaHax..aLL Da Shuai Ge n Chio Bu..HeHex..

"U Make Me Wanna"
You know you make me wanna.
You know you make me wanna.
To start it off I know you know meTo come to think of it,
it was only last week.
That I had a dream about us, oh.
That's why I am here, I'm writing this song.
To tell the truth you know I have been hurting all along,
Someway let me know, you want me girl.
Everytime you see me what do you see?
I feel like I'm a poor man and you're the queen.
Oh baby, you're the only thing that I really need.
Baby that's why:You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night.
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
I know this is a feeling that I just can't fight.
You're the first and last thing on my mind.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.

Halx..i'Ve BeeN ouT in ScH LateLy. n My MaMa..a LittLe norT HaPi LeR..Halx.hoW i WisH tt HeR ExPecTaTioN couLd dRoP a LiTtLe..BuT Tix WouLd Nv HaPpEn aT aLL..Halx..soBx.

11:03 AM

arLow.HmMm..WaD To wriTe abT ToDae LeHx?? hMmM..i ThlnK tt ToDae..i LauGh LkY MaD..i ThlnK u ppL CaN iMaGiNe hOw MaD i wiLL LooK LkY..LOLx.ToDaE we DiScuSs abT Da LeaDers Camp FeR insTrucTor De PerForManCe..HaHax..We WeRe PracTiCaLLy LauGhiN insTeaD thlnKinG oF hOw To DaNcE..Halx..We'Re sTuCk..aLL i Neo tt JoHn SiR guD aT DanCinG..Halx.ToO baD Lox..DaN iT WaS Lky..OMG ouR PerFoRmaNce..aiYa DuNo Wad To SaY.SaDeNinG..

i FouNd ouT tt iF u KeeP oN LauGhiN Can HeLp u DesTreSs Wanx.. [eXpeRimenTed] HaHax..ReaLi !! ToDay MeeTinG LasT FeR ShO LonG..Dan iT TuRn ouT tO HaVe a DeBaTinG SeSioN WhErE u Can c AnGeL n DeViL..HaHax..Halx..mY deParTmenT..HaiYo..duNo WaD To SaY oSo..HaHax..aLL i NeO tt i'm bRoKe LiaOx..Halx..nVm me WaiTinG FeR mY SchoLaRshlp aWaRd..HaHax..Dan i'LL b RiCh..NoLaHx..NeeDa Pay My MuM BacK Dex..n puT in Da BanK dex..HaHax.

Halx..tiz msg FroM HQ:
Another announcement is about camp report. You still need to do a camp report as the instructors' appraisal on the last day was quite badly done. Camp report should be 2 pages in Arial size 10. 1 page of instructor's appraisal (of at least 6 instructors) and 1 page of your experience. You may include what you like/dislike about the camp, your least/most favourit activity and suggestion or feedback for us to improve on. Camp report should be submitted when you come down to collect the shirt.

I ToT We Can EsCaPe LiaOx..SiaNx..sTiu Mux SumiT..BUT we GeTTin mY T-ShirT..HeHex..YEAH...EDC SIMPLY ROX!!! He RocKeD mY LiFe in CamP ToO..=)

Sunday, December 12, 2004 Y

7:23 PM

hi ah mah!!
hahahax

~yInLinG

10:25 AM

HeY..goR Tiz EnTry FeR u De..DuN wRy bouT mi, kKx?? HaHax..

Halx..i FeeL sHo..StucKed. i dun feel lky carrying on the take over the unit agn nxt yr..i felt tt i realli need time for my studies besides i'm oso in council..i needa balance 3 things at one time...have u ppl seen a balancer with 3 leg?? i dun think sho bahx..Halx. but i dun wanna c da unit collaspe..halx..i still hesitatin whether to take over or not..halx..back to council..not shp stress lahx..coze needa do duty onli n doin of proposals only nia..sianx.. i felt lky quiting everything and concentrate on my studies..i neda get onto a jc dan into a university lo..halx..i oso dunno wad to do..

hmmm...gor..i already neo da ans when u ask me questions liaox..hahax..ur acting FAIL..hahax.. i got think through liaox..hahax..(this onli poo neo) hahax..poovan sho my mixed feeling got help rite?? hahax..poovan dun tell anione horx...sho ... i got 7 sense in the end ...ahax..n i shud trust my own instinct in da future..hehex.. dun wry lahx..i'll get over it de..hehex..

8:23 AM

HaHax..FiNaLi Me NeO hOw To aDd LinKs LiaOx.HeHex =) n aLiCia! mi NorT TupiD aniMoRe..DuN CaLL mi TupiD okieS..HaHax.. u NehNeh GaL..HeHex=p YeaHx..ToDay..I STARTED sTuDyinG LeRx..BiG arChiEvEmenT hOrx..LOLx..HeY..i sTarTeD oN SoCiaL sTuDieS..Halx..sch GoNa sTarT bY 19 daYs??

HaLx..i'm Da QM asst-ic Dan oSo MeDic..Halx..Dan DeY MaKe Mi sTaY in Da QM FeR 3 DaYs 2 NighTs..Can Die WaN LeHx..Halx..SoMeOnE HeLp mi..ArHx..HaHax..WhEnEva i BeComE MeDic..i WiLL ThlnK abT my ConTriBuTioNs iN RC..Dan wiLL LaugH tO mySeLF HaHax..ScaRy?? HeHex =X..i LoVe NDP.ULP.EDC..aLL oF thEm RoX Manx.HaHax..Left sHo Mani HaPi MoMeries n SweaT..HaHax.

SiaNx..Da CamP aPpRoaChinG sOon LiaoX..21st Dec..Halx..=( .. nVm..i'm a CamP FreaK rmb? HaHax..i GoTa MaKe QM Da BesT pLaCe To b in Da CamP!! HaHax..

LeT PasT b PasT DuN bRinG iT uP aGaiN..i'Ve FouNd ouT tt eVerYthlnG MaKes SenSe nOw..Thanx.. Kor & Lau Puo..HeHex..

Friday, December 10, 2004 Y

1:02 PM

Hey ppL. Mi BacK LiAoX.GorT mIsS mI?? HeHex.eDc WaS sHo DaMn FuN..I diDnT ExPecT iT To b ShO DaMn FuN..HeHex.My Grp BraVeHearT GorT in 3rd n WoN BEST FLAG..HeHex..ThanX To mi N YinLin..HeHex..BRAVEHEART ROX!!

LeTs sTarT FrOm Day 1..HP KanA TaKen By InsTrucTorS..SoBx.. iT waS a LittLe coLd aMonG my gRp MemBeRs..HeHex..CozE iTs onLy DaY 1..LOLx.HaHax..We DoNe InsPecTioN..WoA..ToOk a LLLLOOONNNGG TiMe..HeHex...N i MeT SoMe NeW insTrucToRs..aLL ShO Chio-soMe(Chio+handsome)..HaHax..We HaD LeSsOn On EHL...iT Was DamN FuN..HaHax..EvEryOnE FaKed iT.HaHax..i lky ForGoT WaD wE Did LiaOx..PaiSeH..Oh Ya..We Got NighT TriKe..Dan OuR Grp 4gorT to TaKe Da ScoReCard..ShO We Didnt GorT muCh PoinTs..SoBx..n i HeaRd tt TAUFIK won...WheN wE WaLk HouSeS DuRinG Da NighT TriKe i CaN c ppL WatChinG..HaHax..I wAs ShO Hapi..CoZe i WoN a BeT...ShO...LOLLIPOP!!!u OWE mi one BIG x'maS PreZz..HeHex..

DaY 2 GoT CAMPFIRE....Da BesT ParT oF Da Camp!! Da CampFirE WaS ShO INTERESTING...Got RocKeT DroP FroM HigH StoReY n LiTe uP Da CamPfiRe...CooLz HorX!! HaHax..OuR PerForManCe Is LuanLuan Lai Dex..HaHax..Dan Got NighT WaLk..HeHex...KaNa BlinDFoLd...Dan insTruCtoRs AnYhOw TiGgLe ppL Wan..HaHax. i OnLi HeaRd eDwin SiR de VoiCe..Da ResT i DuNno LiaoX..Dan tt RoyCe SiR...HaHax..LaMe loRx..He ToLd Us Not To TouCh one AnOthEr But He WaS Da OnE Hu TouCh Us...HaHax..

DaY3 Was KinDa SaD..CoZe We GoinG HomE LiaOx..HaHax..NiCe To c SoMe InsTrucTorS.. GoT ShO Mani Chio-some wan...Haax..eDwin sir Shuai LeHx....OoPs..HaHax..Dan we GorT ops 123..HaHax..tt Game..i Dun UndersTand Much...CoZe gOrT kiLL ppL Wan..HaHax...Dan mi n LutFi WenT to ConFrOnT AlFa..HaHAx..Dan Edwin Sir n DorEEn mdm Keep on LauGhinG..HaHax..Dan Edwin Sir WhisperEd sTh to mi n LutFi..DunnO Wad He Said..HaHax..But It WaS FuN To c ALL Da FaCeS ShO TenSed up..HaHax..LOLx..Dan Da TerrorisT aTTacK us n aLL oF Us DieD..Dan wE KaNa SaVe n WenT tO Da 4th FLoor...to Buy WeaPon..i nv Seen ppl Can Bargan in a war wan..ahahx...when da terrorist came...all of us squeez to OnE CorNeR..Dan i CouLd c Edwin Sir LaugHinG..CoZe wE WeRe HiDinG in OnE CoRnEr..HaHax..It WaS DamN Fun..

Tiz CamP WaS ShO DaMn Fun...i CouLd norT FoRgeT Tiz CaMp...EDC RULEZ!!! =)