mylife.mystory

Wednesday, November 30, 2005 Y

1:33 PM

hello people. miss me?? hehes. my dat kukoo counter shoot up by 300 lorhs. woa... hmmmm. loong long never blog lerhs. muaha! hmmmm. now sian.. coxe no work=no shuai ge see. =x. opppps. hahas.. hmmmmm.. its weird that got one chinese n malay guy ask fer aku de hp no. "sally" is cute...he very the furni.he was lky whispering but shouting into my ear n come squeeze wid me my sit loohs... lol..muaha!! hmmmm...and that victor.. haiyoooo hahas. i didnt give him my no. bad atye? hahas.=x. i am evil.*evil grin* i HATE cleaning quantas lorhs. woalao..especially the transit wan ahhhs. it really sucks. its so damn messy lorhs. food, pillow, blanket lying all over the place. sometime u cannot even find the belt ahhhs. imagine that sia.. hmmmm.. mel=my shuai ge. hees. he looks cuter when he smiles! hmmmm.. hahas. he's team 68 want me to join their team sehh. i'm honoured. hahas. hmmmm.. now i siann.. got nth to do. ohya. needa do yiwen that online shop. yeaa. siann.

youu`-

hahas. i very loong never see u lerhs. miss me atye?? hees. u very enthu in seeing me hors. dots. hahas. =x. certain things is just not right...? n u lky to EXPOSE me!!! humPx!

nehneh poo

miss me? miss me? muaha. very loong never toke to u le oso hors. yeaa. hope u're getting along well. =)

TING

hahas. this gal ahhhhs. aiyooo0ooo... =) same same teamn with her. she's goin gaga over her that 2 malay guys sia. muaha!! jobs fun rites?? heees.

shawn a.k.a. husband`-

u ahhhhhhs.... u wan msg me den msg ahhhhs. =) hees. i'll sure reply u de. hees. hmmmm.. everytime wanna passs the CD den in the end never pass. lol. its furni lorhs. lol. hahas. thanx fer da concern.. my back hao lerhs. hees. will see doc de. yuPx.

pearlene a.k.a. pling~!

hahas. miss meme?? muaha!! where u go sia? i very long nv toke to u liaox lerh lo..... hahas. dye hair wothout me sehhh. u win larhs. sobs*

islin.

where u go sehh?? hahas. happy birthday? hahas. u suprised that i called u ahhhs?? LOL. heees. u very long nv tag le lorhs.. *sobs*

seng kai a.k.a. angel

u MIA ahhhhs?? everytime say me only.. lol.hmmmmm...hows life.??VERY long never toke to u le worhs. yeaa. hahas. contact me when u see this entry okies??

dun look highly on yourself.. its doesnt make u popular if u think that people jooke with u or concern with you.. all these are just fake laughter?? the feeling just sucks to see people backstabbing one another indirectly or behind each other back. i hate people who purposely trying to 'poke' me. wait till your turn comes n i'll LAUGH OUT LOUD..in fact... i can laugh now..

i dun wanna see wad people say coming truee. reflectionns need to be done.

life doesnt always go my way. ..

Wednesday, November 23, 2005 Y

12:11 PM

hahas. loooo0ooong time nono blog le worhs. hahas. today guitar lesson was FUNN`!! hahas. we were laughin half da lesson lorhs. hahas. hmmmm.. before gogo guitar i went to meet poo den him. yuPx. hmmmm.. siann. i dunno wad to blogg agn. i'm just nort myself this few days. needa cool down? hahas. oh ya. had chinese lesson before goin out. yuPx. =) went supermarket wid kelly n him oso. dey 2 very the commical sia. two small kids goin out liddat.. dorts.. i wan gogo team 68. yiwen inside lorhs. woa lau.. den i alone sia. TING.. u faster training finish lehhhs. den can work wid u lorhs. i siannnn down there lorhs. hahas. thanx fer msgin me people! hehes.

thanx laogongg fer da piece of advice.. i'll walk one step see one step. hehes. =) dun wry kkx?

nehneh poo. i think u beta not take wad he say seriously.. coxe he's drunk. yars. dun wry too much oso. its good dat u turn to me. yuPx. haiix. u let him cool down first ahhhs. all u can do is to wry n hear him out. his family prob u oso cant do much of a things. yuPx. dun wry too much. i believe things will turn out fine de. yuPx. hmmmmm.. when i workin u got prob u msg or call me ok? i will get back to u de. yupx. =) cheer up gal. REMEMBER not to take his words seriously for wad he had said ealier tonite. yars. u wry for him dats y u get angry... dun liddat. u maybe give way to him bahhhs. he got prob dats y he go drink. yuPx. open ur big heart?? this relationship does not come to u so easly lorhs. dun let it go kkkx??

guitar new piece ish... CANT HELP FALLING IN LOVE. siao lorhs. that song difficult sia.. my finger not long enuff to press the chords lorhs tian ahhhs. 3rd fred to 7th fred lorhs. dorts.. play til my poor fingers numb lorhs. =x hahas. hmmmmm. yea!!! tmr working lerhs. yippie. BUT i alone..siannnnn...

sry. ..

Sunday, November 20, 2005 Y

8:32 PM

this shall be my 3rd entry for the day. hees. went shopping with my mama. she bought me this blouse from geo-dar-no. yuPx. hehes. its green n blue in colourr hehes. yuPx. cannot cannot stand it. i have to work to occupy myself. dunno what the hell i thinking sia. i die lerhs larhs. my brain is not functioning properly le. tian ahhhhs. siann. i haven wash my black pants yet. now needa gogo wash lerhs. wednesday buying another black pants. yeaa. hees. tmr i got my own team lerhs. i abit scared coxe all i dunno de. yars. hope things will turn out fine ahhhs. hope that i can communicate well with my team. crossing my fingers n pray very hard. ..

wo yi zhi gao su wo zi ji.. bu yao hai ba. ..

1:00 PM

i forgot abt someone. so i write another post for her. and she's ting lorhs. yuPx. if she treat u liddat den u dun care her larhs. yuPx. i mean...... she's tai gor fun . ngo tai duo aoi ba hui ahhhhs. haha, my canto abit broken, i dunno how to spell. as long as i hope u neo wad ure doin. yuPx. =) hehes. honoured that u got one post by me?? muaha!! lalalarhs. anoything u also must come look for me okie? rmb wad i said to u last nite. sounds like got alot of da dao li. BUT thats wad i feel ahhhhs. yup. my rule is u wan b my fren den fren u dun wan den dun DAO QI LAI MAI. yuPx. =). hehes. u neo ur name i put until very xin ku nort?? must put so many many colourr wan lorhs. lol.. people clourrmyraiin i colour ur name. HAHAs!okokies. tc gal.

she's not worth ur frenship. decision is urs. wad u gonna do its up to you. know who's ur truee fren gal. =).

my entry today is waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay long sia. muaha.. enjoy readin ppl.

12:09 PM

all i know how to do is to work work work and only work. nothing else. i working until 2 weeks before year ends then start to prepare for next year's o level lerhs. yuPx. as for redcross.. i will go for redcross in the morning then i gogo work. yeaa. sounds tiring? work from 2pm to 10pm lorhs.. BUT i like~ i wanna tired myself out, why? i also have nono idea why, just being sadiistic ayte? muaha! lalalarhs. hmmmm. i some how feel weird or uneasy, dunno why also, just wanna work to occupy myself lorhs. yuPx. heys people, i might neglect u all coxe.. i'm ambitious, so maybe nono time to toke, msg or online lerhs. from tomorrow onwards i wont be online except for every wednesday? yuPx. hehes.

there are lots of things that i need to catch up with, redcross footdrill com coming and our standard have been dropping, must mantain that bronze award, it wasnt easy to get that too, and i haven take the commanding training and take footdrill sliver yet, back to red cross life lerhs. yeaa. i needa be devoted in it coxe the cadets like all giving problems that should not be happening also. haiix rather dissappointed in them. BUT what to do.. haiix. bring back that firece and scary charlene out again? i tired of scolding sia. or can i say thta i forgot how to scold liaox?? i dun care . i'll do anything to get the awards that i once dream for dmn rcy. i dun care how u all see me lerhs. u all give me shit i give u all hell. rc here i come....................!!

as for studies, i wanna get into at least mJc ahhhs. my dream is to get into jc, and theres lots of things for me to catch up especially my two languages, yuPx. so... less tokin on fone and all sorts of stuffs lerhs. yuPx. i really needa put in alot of effort. i guess that i'll be taking my Olevel maths again next year, coxe i sure got alort careless mistakes although the paper is easy arhs. if i get a 2 or more i will retake the paper. i must get an A1 for both my maths. yeaa. science shud not be a prob. fnn.. i die lerhs larhs i can only score in course work and not theory lorhs. tian ahhhs. i'm like the only one worry for my O's lorhs. i find it abit TUPID buut u think i care. lol.

i think i going to have pms or attitude prob lerhs. lol. no idea why.. so.... when i acting weird, you people better SIAM.. or u all die.. lol. =) muahahahahahahahaha..!! my life in leadership is going to end soon. i've learn how to let go of council le bahhs? redcross.. i cannot for the moment BUT i'm sick and tired of it lerhs..........

yesterday went out wid him, poo and kelly. yuPx. went to watch HARRY POTTER but nehneh didnt watch. u poor gal. u tc okies? haiix. felt sad for you. haiix. this knida things we as children cant do much also. urs will turn out fine de just like mine? mine turn out fine lerhs. now very thing is ok in my house lerhs. yupx. take things easy kkx?? =) rmb that i'll be there for you de. i love SHAWN,POOVAN n TING to disturb me wid their lifes. yuPx. so anything i must know okies?? see.. u people got special treatment? =x hehes.

you seem more committed than i do..?

Thursday, November 17, 2005 Y

11:14 AM

lalala? i'm boreded. hehes. yesterday guitar lesson was FUN coxe we learn finish qingtian n i know how to play fully. hehes. woaaaaaa.. BIG ACHIEVEMENT ayte? LOL i shud learn how not to be sarcastic anymore. hehes. yeaa. lets do some counting since i'm BOREDed.

o1 days to ting's birthday

o8 days to islin's birthday

12 days to 1 month anni

29 days to RESULTS!!

34 days to poovan's birthday

38 days to CHRISTMAS

42 days to MAMA birthday n 2 months anni

71 days to MY BIRTHDAY~

73 days to CHINESE NEW YEAR n 3 months anni

89 days to VALENTINE"S day

[no 4th month anni..how??? tian ahhhs. feb nono 29]

136 days to APRIL's FOOL

140 days to husband's birthday

146 days to dar's birthday

156 days to my HP's birthday

okies thats enough. all i see now is numbers mumbers n still numbers! yippiee. ltr i goin work again. muahaa!den end at 10pm.. yeaa.hmmmm. .. siannn.. ohyaa. kelly cut-ted her hair. muaha! looks niceee. those 4b people laugh at her careful ltr u all drop into the long gao arhhhs. humPx. my french tooo long lerhs. den must cut cut also. hees. i waiting fer this sat. hehes. den can gogo watch HARRY POTTER muaha! yeah~

Wednesday, November 16, 2005 Y

2:05 PM

hees. goin to 3 weeks. yippie! i really hope we will last. hehes. hmmmm. dar u don't don wry kkx? hahas. =) u love fetching me from work huhs?? ytd he send me home. cool got shoulder to lend on da bus, nort bad service ayte? =x.hehes. lol. working ish funn. hehes. abit tiring ah nia. yuPx. i do pocket yesterday again lorhs. i think tmr i vaccum hehes. yeaa. hmmmm. later got guitar lesson. =) yeaa. QING TIAN here i come. muaha! hehes, can wait for training to end. den form my own team n work, hehes. yea yea. bored..*yawn* blah blahh blahhh..

ah neh ahhhs. how many times i tell u? u got anything must come tell me ahhs. dun everything keep to urself just because u dun wanna disturb me. no such thing wan okie.! u got anything must tell me. i saw ur hand liao.. its damn BLOODY DEEP ok. u do dat one more time, just one more time, i'll chop off ur hand den i slash mine in front of u. den u neo how much it hurt me to see u doin such things okies. cheer up gal. anything come look for me no matter i workin gor busy ok?? u tc.. love u.

alicia. u stop it wid da big bowl mee thingy. hahas.was really furni. hehes. nice goin out wid u. BUT waste 1.30bucks lorhs. dat mango nort nice to drink de. den i threw it away. hehes. u happy working kkx? tc of urself. hehes. oh ya...i wrote ur testi lerhs. hehes. quick! thank me now. muaha!! =x

cant wait to work tomorrow. so i dun anyhow anyhow think. hehes. yeaa. can jian fei oso. nort bad ayte? hehes. hmmmm.. one day 2 meals ahnia..shall try one per day. hehes. =x. funn.lalala? quickquick i wanna work~!

i'll be there whoever needs me. ..

u must be one of the following to consult me wid ur problems and when consultation pls identify urself with one of the following:

-gay/less

-inhuman

-crazy?

-less sadiistic den me

-stranger

-u have to love me

-pregnant?

-early dad?

-havin PMS

-under depression

its FOC anyway. i'm 1oo% certified.

Tuesday, November 15, 2005 Y

10:14 AM

HELLO~ very looooooooooooooooooooong i never blog le worhs. muaha! anyone miss me??? hehes. i miss lots of people lorhs.. hahas. i miss...... poo, ting(nah~ur colourrs), pling, my husband, alicia, islin n of course him~~ hehes. =x hmmmm. .. stared work yesterday, it was quite tiring BUT i can take it de. hehes. i'm strong~~ muaha! jkin ahhhs. my backk problem come back again lorhs. shit ahhhs. cannot carry heavy stuffs lorhs. haiix. hope it will recover soon. da uniform very kukoo de. its yellow in colourr dex! hahas. and its lky sooooo the very big. hahas. yesterday da first plane i clean was the best plane n i took da first class lorhs. muaha!! yeaa. coooool rite?? anyone jealous?? i think today i vaccum or wash toilet lerhs. hahas. yeaa. hehes. later gogo work lerhs. yeaa. today workin with qiuling. =)

many people tell me not to get so into it. hmmmm.. this i dunno wad to say lerhs. but wo zi you fen chun. yeaa. so dun wry kkx? hmmmmm.. cant wait to put $$ in my banky. hehes. yeaa. yippie.he send me home yesterdat . he kukoo lorhs. he supposed to stop at that bustops den he over shot. haha. see..... told u dat u kukoo lerhs. u dun come fetch me lerhs larhs. tiring for u de. besides my job now ends at 10pm for this week. yeaa. =)

hahas. thanx to da people who taggg.. hehes. thanx fer da concern people! i'm alrite lerhs. hehes. i know how to kan kai le? hehes. hmmmm. its all different matters. so i dun bother?? hehes. anywae thanx kx?

hahas. ps people. lately didnt online. haha. just nono mood to online n blogg. hahas. maybe is nono time le bahhs. n ohya! my mama neo abt us lerhs. hahas. my mama n papa de reactionn was furni sia. hahas. lol. just hope dat my papa that so called heart-attack was not a syptom at all. i seriously do hope dat its not heart attack at all. ='( haiix. da first wiish i made not comin truee?? pls.........

i'm happy that u can see two different matters in different views. yeaa. thanx.

life is just beautiful now. ..

Friday, November 11, 2005 Y

6:30 PM

rang ta ku ting xia lai..

am i going to lose a friend just like that? did i do the wrong things?? tian ahhhs. but of one side want to give up on me then i have no choice but to also let go. it just hurt like this, we didnt give each other up in the past .. and now..? it all seem so wrong? all these i only have myself to blame, i deserve all these. i now have to clear up all my stupid mess.worth it mahhs?? trust? you thought me whats trust. the charlene standing infront of u is made by u.. . haix. to sum it all up. i want my friend backk..

2:17 PM

blog blog blog blog, hmmm how many days never blog le ahhs?? this few days don't have the mood to blog sia. =x and oso NONO mood to online. its like... boring?? hahas. hmmmm..maths was easy?? i scared the moderation n careless mistakes nia.. if nono carless mistakes should be able to get A1 bahhs. hahas. but dun wan put high hopes also ahhhs. siann. now got nothing to do lorhs.. off i go. i wan watch exorism tmr.. did i spell correctly?? =x hehes.

why?

Tuesday, November 08, 2005 Y

10:30 AM

new blog url. sound sadi-is-tic ehhs? hehes. thats me?? muaha! after yesterday that stupid incident, i realised something.. the more you think that you're mature, the childish you are. yeaa. some people just don't dare to accept the fact that they're childish and think without using a brain. yuPx. whatever larhs, their live their problem lorhs. i needa thank all this people for being there for me..my HUSBAND,nehneh poo[for telling me], and of course ting ahhhs. yeaa. all these things made me cherish him even more? i don't care how long we can last, i just like the times we spent whereby there's nono problems at all, lives so beautiful, yeaa.

yesterday nono mood to blogg this now got lerhs. =) i n ting went to eat sushi. hehes. hmmmm. she had holes in her mouth, i began to lame her then suddenly got food coming out of her mouth lorhs, not once BUT twice!! muaha! that was really commical. tian ahhs. i laugh until my tears are squeezing out lorhs. hahas. foreva de larhs. hmmm. den he sick sick. haiyooo. u must take care okies?? dun drink drink cold water kkx?? hehex. den me n ting discuss what wer'e going to do on 19nov. hahas. that day i don't want to work.. i want to play play and play?? hehes. i'm starting work this saturday!! yippiee. i haven got my black pants yet.. =x hahas.

Nobody gets too much heaven no more

It's much harder to come by

I'm waiting in line

Nobody gets too much love anymore

It's as high as a mountain

And harder to climb

i just want a simple life. thats all i ask for.

Monday, November 07, 2005 Y

7:27 PM

this is more than i can take. ..
one side like that other side like that
i just dunno what to do.
its rainning inside out.
and i cant seem to stop the rain in me..
things seems perfect on the surface
but its so dark and rough on the inside.
people just keep backstabbing anyhow
where they don't even know the actual fact.
why?..because they like to ACT smart?
wow~ i'm so IMPRESSED with the things they say. ..
you cant expect me to laugh with you when
i know something which u don't,
and it might just hurt u?
i cant bring myself to smile in front of you.
i dont which to be in a situation like this.
it just seem so......
haix. wo lian lei le ni.
-
i seriously need anger mangement.
i'm practically flaring my temper anyhow.
some people should just go do some reflections ehs?
i'm so sick and tired.
i shall keep myself low profile these few days
and drown myself with maths.
thats all i can do to control myself.
-
my beautiful days began to rain. ..
i wanna screamm!

Sunday, November 06, 2005 Y

6:22 PM

this section of the entry was for yesterday de. hmmmm.. yesterday i did maths in da morning. yuPx. and ii clean my room till its shiny shiny one.. hmmmm. den help my mama keep clothes. yea! aint i an angel?.. okies den went to tamp mall. i still cannot find my blacks pants. sobs! hmmmm. den i gogo meet him while my mama n ahma gogo eat seoul garden. den i helped them cooked. PEARLENE i saw ur EMPHRAIM theres. muaha! i nono eat seoul garden coxe ting brithday that day we'll be eating. yeaa. then i n him gogo find black pants den cannot find then end up in the book store reading books. hahas. my mama say i can buy that hitler book after my maths. yeaa. it cost $23.90.. yippie. going sadistic again muahahahaha!!!

today aku wake up early early den do jiggsaw! i finish the donkey that part. yeaa! den come home n do maths maths maths and maths. yea.. did chinese high, RI, MGS,CCH. yeaa. seeeee. i SOSOOOOO the hardworking!BUT i sleept for 1 hour plus..i nort feeling well lorhs. felt like vomiting again. yars. today dey had SLC gathering again n this is the 2nd time i didnt turn up for the 3 gatherings in total. bad ehhs?? hmmmm... neo wad? i dun care.

ahneh & ting i miss miss youu!! hahas. i miss him too. =p

whats gonna happen nextor nothing?

Friday, November 04, 2005 Y

3:13 PM

woa. .. i feel like sleeping liaox. my head can anytime drop on the table lorhs. hahas. hmmmm. i'm so happy that u understand n will treasure herr. =) hmmm.. chew chun hoe. u're SO lame lorhs. tian ahhs. okie that pic looks retarded BUT cute? =x hahas. hmmm. i do dunno how many paper one, and i should be able to handle liaox. movin on the practise paper two liaox. just o2 more days to my O level maths. hao jing zhang worhs. tian ahhs. i'm lky doin nth but maths all day lorhs. siann. Zzz..i think i gogo sleeeeeep lerhs. i cant wait for 12nov.. hehes. den can work and dun need do maths liaos. muaha! den 19nov gogo watch HARRY POTTER he's my husband neo? hehes. oppps. =x

o1 day to one week. weeeeeeeee.. .

he colours my world.

Thursday, November 03, 2005 Y

3:21 PM

certain times you have to learn how to look on the bright side, although things may seem so wrong? you'll be stucked in that dark corner if you dont learn how to walk out of it. as i have said before, i'll definatly be the first one there when you need help. i'm more than happy enough to help anyone. yeaa. i'll stiu be the same old me. since when i'm different? this sentence has is very meaningful to me "you wont learn how to treasure it until its gone". i dunno how to bring my message across to you also. but i feel rather bad when it comes to reading your blog, yes it does hurt me, i suddenly see u sad, which i don't see in the past. i just hope that you'll cheer up and look on the bright side yeaa? i do appreciate wad u've done fer me in the past, making me smile when i'm down..and i'll always remember. .. u're still my husband =) treasure wad u have now.. ydnew, yeaa. treasure her okies??

i went to SARVANA condo. tian ahhs. i was practically melting when i was viewing the penthouse lorhs. its sosooo nice lorhs.da price oso very nice it coxe 1.4 million.my mum actually thought of buying lorhs!!!! tian ahhs. everywhere i see many many animals, gort volcanoo oso lorhs. i was lky goin wow~ got bowling alley oso lorhs. tian ahhs. when my uncle shift in i will bring ting go there den she tio JEALOUS. muaha! *evil grin* my future house will b a condo n it must be a penthouse!! i dun caree. muaha !

you'll only learn how to treasure it when you lost it. by then, its too late for everything.

Wednesday, November 02, 2005 Y

9:21 PM

okie. decided to blog in the end. you people are so.. muaha! colour also want to fight. goshhh. hmmm. okie. today went to airport and studied with ting. guess who we saw?? we saw DAYANG. he is so cool and handsome lorhs. yeaa. hmmmm. then he came to ariport n SLACK then we went home. yuPx. nothing much happen today. yuPx. i just wanna lay like this, i love this kind of life, so simple, innocent and LESS complicated. yeaa. ohya i IRONED and kept the clothes today. muaha!! see, i'm a 24 hour filial daughter. hehes.=x i tired liaox. by bed is calling me. .. bedddddd!! hereeeee i comeeeee`!!!

i'll hate you for sure if you lie to me. ..

please don't let me hate you a second time.

others cant influence me.

coxe i'm into youu. ..

Tuesday, November 01, 2005 Y

9:15 PM

harloe. i'm alrite lerhs. =) dun think liaox. yeaa. this month my lucky colour is PURPLE. yeaa. so i'm bloggin purple in colour. muaha! ltr i needa gogo do my maths yeaa. burn midnight oil. start at 10pm see whether i can resist the temptation coxe my bed is there! and i finally have a room fer myself coxe nono maid anymore!!! yea!! yippie. siao liao, i sound sadistic sia. lalala. i dun care?

i dun bother liaox. da more i bother the more i kenna hurt. yeaa. so.........act blur? coxe its nort my prob. =) muahas. thanx pling! hehes, my prob settle liaox. anything i will look fer u de. hehes. i love yars. muaha! woa lau. sir joel just LAMED me lorhs. tian ahhs. long time nono see him lerhs. den saw him at tamp today. ohya. my plan changed lerhs. i changed to 1000 msges de. yeaa. =) hehes. lalala. BUT my this month explode liao ler lorhs. tian ahhs.thanx fer those who were concerned.=)

trust miee. ..

11:56 AM

CANT I LEARN HOW TO STOP CRYING? FOR GODS SAKE. I'M SO TIRED. I WANNA SCREAM! I HATE MYSELF. STUPID LARHS. STOP CRYING WOULD I?