mylife.mystory

Saturday, December 31, 2005 Y

10:45 PM

o1 hour n 15 mins to 2oo6. i cant wait for it to come. hees. these are the people who went ups n downs with me. thanx..

yiwenn

poovan

ting

kelwin

alan. alicia

pearlene. wanyun

shut darh fcuk up

2:04 PM

can i say that the camp was the camp that i've ever attended? its just way to messy and inorganised. so waht if your proposals are up to standard? is attitude and the way u all lead correct? i'm just speechless liaox. i should keep all my nasty comments for mr bernard only. i dun care who u are. we are not slave for u. we are there just to advise u people. i don't understand why are we doin the dirty work n why am i down for EVERY SINGLE activity? haiix.

had fun with kelly alicia n QM people. hees.

shut darh fcuk up.

Wednesday, December 28, 2005 Y

9:04 PM

went to school early in darh morning

hmmmm.QM simply rox larhs

hees. haiya. dunno wad to say sia.

as long as we had funn eatin at long john.

hees. went to eat wid yiwenn.poo.shiya.qiuling

yupx.

we were suaning someone laughed like siao

didnt neo all of us had the same thinking lorhs

muahaha! its god damn funny.

hees. hmmmm.

i just finish QM's movement plan. hehes.

tomorrow jiu shi camp lerhs. hees.

played pool wid yiwen.shiya n kelwin

hahas. tio trash by all of them?

nono mood play oso larhs.

hahas. fated or wad?

i oso have no idea.

kelwin ish my NEW POOL TEACHER

he's gonna teach me pool fer FOC. hehes. =x

i'm gonna miss yiwenn n poovan!! hehes

shiya. i dun miss u coxe u anyhow play pool can win de!

hahas.jkin larhs.

u all can msg me on fri startin frm 2.30pm.

hehes.

youu were my eyes when i couldnt see.

Tuesday, December 27, 2005 Y

9:54 PM

had breakfast wid kelly.belle. n islin

hehes. hmmmm. den went to school early

and help them abit on their games dept stuffs.

neo wad..??

QM rox okies. hehe

den games n QM are GOOD frens. hehes.

i LOVE QM. hehes.

mass dance was funn.

hahas. islin lamededed me all the way. hahas.

opppps. =x hees.

will the camp run smoothly?

hmmmm wait n see bahhs.

xuan wei called me n started playin piano lorhs

so kukoo can? den toke cok fer abt 30mins?

miracle sehh. hahas.

husband u tc OK?

dun wry i'll be in camp to look after u

if u're sick. BUT u still must TC of urself.

u better not watch narnia today night lorhs

or i'll kick u hors. otehr day watch ahhhs.

i still wan orange star n HEART frm u. hees

kelwin chin u better buy me one BIG pressie lorhs.

u owe me one hors.

BIG pressie= christmas+bdae+valentine.

i dun care. =Pp.

i give u due date. by my bdae horx. bleahs!

ONE MORE MONTH to my BIRTHDAY!!!

Monday, December 26, 2005 Y

9:51 PM

hahas. today was fun?

went out wid bro to tamp

n watched KING KONG.

da show was.. FUNNY.SAD. n EXCITING.

abit groseee larhs. hahas.

very sad but sweet ending. =x

should i get an ipod nano?

or get a new fone?

still thinking lorhs.

tomorrow i got camp? frm 1 to 6pm.

siann. den wed gogo buy books lerhs.

den thurs is my MAMA birthday..

thurs n fri got camp. yupx.

den goin school reopen lerhs. hees.

our frenship will turn out fine.

dun wry ya? hees. =)

our frenship is put to a test.

yeaa. sho... dun wry agn? =x

maddly in love with ORANGE.

Sunday, December 25, 2005 Y

11:32 PM

06 days to 2oo6!! i cant wait. this year really suck big time lorhs. oppps. though friendships are mendeded. BUT there are scars there reminding us that the past is real. hmmmm. since its all in the past, i should start FRESH in da year 2006. i wanna be crazy and care-free as ever!! hees. 2oo6 here i come.muahaha. i shall UPGRADE myself. n push myself to the limit, now i wan go tjc lerhs. yupx. must set hight goals to achieve a certain standard for myself. yupx. todae went to suntec n see my new specs. now needa order that orange specs. hehes. my auntiee say that orange suit me. muahahaha! lol. needa wait fer it to come. hees.n i cant wait. den my bro bought a w500i fone lorhs!! humpx. *jealous* hmmm wad to do? hahas. nvm lorhs

2oo6 de char

ORANGE freak.gothic. crazy. care free. lunatic. stay away from problems. stress free!. dress up?. metallic. digital. treasure all my FRENS. no enemies to be made. extra hardworking?. stay away frm bgr stuffs? (can i?). love singing!!.

songs that i now intro:

bei ai de nu ren-Kelly chen[o5 stars]

last flight out-Plus one[o4 stars]

ghost of you n me-BBmak[o3.5 stars]

i need you- leAnn Rimes[o5 stars]

numb/encore-linkin park[o4.5 stars]

you people can see how bordeded i am, that i'm now introducing what songs i listen lately. LOL. sia. hahas.but.... no choice, i'm this bored now. n i cant sleep at all. xuan wei just called me n tell me merry christmas. tio lame can?

i'm just a kid growing upp.

12:44 PM

MERRY CHRISTMAS people~!

hehes. i got one new specs fer christmas frm my aunt

and frm paris milky. cooo0oool rites? hehes.

darh 4 of us.

shiya sick sick.

den poovan got party. hmmmm.

but we still managed to have funn.

we played pool at bedok den head to city hall.

we gogo marina square to find our souel garden

and managed to find one. muahaha!

we're in HEAVENN. muaha
so bright. =)

many many poeple~
i see people AGAIN!

kelwin is sickenning.
he LOVES doing that lorhs.
tian ahhhs.can see dat 3 PATHETIC ham there?
that one is yiwen's EXPERIMENT..!

yiwen's self shot. her chuan chang ahhs.

anyone want self shot trainning can look fer her~!

muahahas. souel garden rox

tired eyes. look at yiwen's hahas.

she's real tired.

heyy gal. u tc ya? dont care her will do larhs.

OHNO~!!!!! yiwen u look like yong lian. HOW~!!!!!???

i just notice that. goshhhhh.

u betta go cure ur eye.

thanx alicia fer da pressiee. =)

thanx sk fer da souel treat. =))

Friday, December 23, 2005 Y

8:47 PM

hahas. siann. tommorrow going out lerhs. yippie. celebrate christmas? hahas. it doesnt feel like christmas at all. hahas. my mum ask me what i want. hmmmm i went scratching my head, i don't know what i want for christmas lehhs. hahas. i felt that i getting dumbberr each day. tian ahhhs. ohhhhh no! changed blog skin because i'm damn freaking bordeded lorhs. siann. i tomorrow don't want go food court. i tomorrow want to havoc coxe after tommorrow i cannot lerhs, got camps n stuffs. yeaa. siann 1/2. my bro keep replayin dat stupid cockcroroach songs. its damn irritating lorhs. tian ahhhs.*wo bu ba bu ba la* eeeeeyeeer stupid song. so irritating. hahas. think i shall slp early to past time FASTER.

wei shen me ni zhou bu dao wo de wei lai?

11:28 AM

i'm bordeded can? its like so boring here. then got people painting my house. needa be at home. hees. tomorrow going out to celebrate christmas. my christmas wishh will never come true. but i somehow believe it will. ain't i dumb? hahas. i'm forever dumb can? lol. can anyone like hit me with the dumbcane can? tian ahhhs. tomorrow dont know want to go where lorhs. hahas. nevermind, later discuss with yiwen jiu ke yi liao. hahas. ahhhhhhs. its really bored at home and its gonna raiin soon. merry christmas? hahas. haven do shopping yet. i neo wad to get fer my mum lerhs. hees. =)

yesterday went popular with yiwenn den bought pens n a book. darh pen is orange. hahas. okies. thats lame larhs. den went to kelwin's house and KAPO songs. hees. yeaa. next year CNY go who's house? muahaha!

yiwenn:

wad i can say here is limited. yeaa. u know can liaox. hahas.

Free Incoming : Applicable to calls received in Singapore only, this means that i needa pay. i die le larhs. thanx to ting larhs. i dun wan use prepaid lorhs. kns.

i don't need a lot of things

ii can get by with nothing

of all the blessings life can bring

i've always needed something

but i've got all ii want

when it comes to lovin youu

you're my only reason

you're my only truth

ii need youu like water

like breath, like rain

ii need youu like mercy

from heaven's gate

there's a freedom in your arms

that carries me through

ii need youu

Thursday, December 22, 2005 Y

7:09 PM

no mountains too high, for youu to climb

all you have to do is have some climbing faith,

no rivers too wide, for youu to make it across

all youu have to do is believe it when youu pray

and then youu will see, the morning will come

and everyday will be bright as the sun

all of your fears cast them on me

ii just want youu to see...i'll be your cloud up in the sky

i'll be your shoulder when youu cry

i'll hear your voices when youu call me

and when all hope is gone, ii'm here

no matter how far youu are, ii'm near

it makes no difference who youu are

ii am your angel

ii saw the teardrops, and ii heard you cry

all youu need is time, seek me and youu shall find

youu have everything and you're still lonely

it doesn't have to be this way,

let me show youu a better day

12:03 AM

something to talk about..

ouuuh is darh sky falling??

sometimes we wonderr

poo's FAV. soft shell crab

she cant stopp eating dat. goshhh

woahh. cat fight.

*ahhhh bishh*

me n my nehneh poo! muahaha`!

white tox? hahas.

orange still rules. =pPp

chocolate drawing's funn!
hehes. i draw fer yiwen... din. =) hehes

shi ya? hahas.

she's thinking DEEEEEEEEp

remind us abt AIR-SICKNESS bag.

SATs.. hahas. yiwenn rather stand..

got phobia ah liaox.

Wednesday, December 21, 2005 Y

11:43 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NEHNEH POO!!

16 yrs old liao ah ahhhs. =)

hees. party was funn!! really enjoyed it..

setting upp of party!!

yippiee!!

ivy extra sehh..

she rmbs my name too

this is apple.

she's cute n noisy!!

me n GABRIEL

n he remembers my name

he say my haiir not nice..

sobbs ='(

yummiee. delicious~~

we too hungry liao lerhs.

darh $125 cakee.

no more tigger n eeyore cake me n yiwenn. =(

cool~

da left overr people. hees. it was funn chatting wid

all of them..

o4 best frenns. left ting not here

we MISS herr lorhs

she didnt call me. sobbs

10:04 AM

ytd went to SATs to collect $$

hairi n lan pull me til so 'hiong' lorhs.

as if i can tear anytime. hahas. they made me sit

and they talk to me. hahas. its really commical n everyone

stared at me larhs. kns lorhs. hahas.

hmmm .. i help yiwen a big favour!!

but i somehow scared ah ahhhs.

den went to eat sakae.. wid pooYIWENshiya

we were laughin like siao can?

shiya commical sia. food was coming out

from her mouth lorhz. tian ahhs it was really funny.

i feel the warmth in this friendships.. =)

hope it stay this way.

den went to tm. actually want play pool de.

but too ex. so i walked to yiwen house there do stars.

den my mum called me n we walked back to tm

to buy food for my family.!! tired sehh.

hahas. but got yiwenn accompany so its okie!

ting called me from HONGKONG.

hahas.she misses everyone.

she ask me tell everyone that she misses u people.

hehes. she's havinn funn there

and we miss herr alot sehh.

later goin to meet yiwen for pool.

den i'm gonna torture shiya. coxe she didnt bring home her stars

i fold until my hand pain sia. it hurts!

den me n yiwen play pool. bleahs =p

den gogo fer poo's chalet. yuppx.

yippie im so excited ya?

thanx poo n yiwen fer da advise. =)

love u people.

hmmmmm..

wad i really want??

shall take my time n think. i dun wan reapeat

the same mistake. yeaa.

will u change fer me?

Monday, December 19, 2005 Y

10:13 PM

i did badly formy Ns.

haiix. shall workk hard fer my Os.

TAN YI WEN ur hp n ELMO wid me.

u betta take care of my hp.

todae went out wid yiwen.poo.shiya n islin.

we walk here walk there n den settle at yiwen house dere

den kelwin came along.. feel lky slappin him hard on da face..

tmr morning got meeting den goin to SATS

and collect $$ yupx.

den goin to sakae wid yiwen poo n shiya. yuPx.

hahas. yippie..

rang ai gu ding xia lai.

i thiink of you every now and then.

sadiistxsMOOD:sadd.dissappointed

Sunday, December 18, 2005 Y

7:44 PM

seeing is not believeing

stare at the cross for 1minute

den blink yr eyes

n u'll see green dorts everywhere!! try it.

its funn!!!

6:32 PM

sadiistxs

ish my new name. muaha!

went out wid yiwen, shiya n islin

den went to sent mrs lin BUT she left

sobs. ='(

den went to eat long john with kel n jiesi.

i dunno herr. lol.

my hp bill is $$162 lorhs

siao liaox.

dedrick lamed me lorhs.

once i reach darh airport he call me airplane cleanerr!!

humpx. he's gonna get it frm me sia.

i dun care.

he say my hair not bad. =p

got ppl appreciate my haiir!! hahas.

i miss team 69.

i miss SATS

i miss RAFI

i miss YAZID

i miss WAN.n.SYED

i miss working there. =))

sadiistxsSWING: crazy as eva

Saturday, December 17, 2005 Y

10:44 PM

hmmmmm.

Mrs Lin tmr jiu byebye to thailand lerhs.

she taught us 2 years lerhs.

tmr sending her off.

this remind me of SATS.

haiix.

i seriously miss working

and also the people there. yars.

my TA-MA-GU-CHI

just shited..

thanx:

yiwenn a.k.a. TWINx

poovan a.k.a. DARLING

kelly a.k.a. SISTA

shawn a.k.a. HUSBAND

seng kai a.k.a. ANGEL

kelwin

my TA-MA-GU-CHI

shitted again..

man. it loves shittin ayte?

12:08 PM

cried darh whole night. i just felt so unfair. although nothings fair. so i cant do a thing but cry. why must people only remember the negative things about others? what happen to the good things? haiix. my head was so pain this morning n my heart broke into pieces last night, it really hurts. is it true that adam khoo can change people for life??? it doesnt mean he went for that course means he's gonna change n say that i'm a rotten kid. she used to scold my bro using the word rotten. how can she compare the him from me? its so different.. now she say i go work and support myself will do. if she really wan me to i will. i didnt do anything last night and she started sayin things which are not the fact at all. she claims that she know me n my friends very well.. yea. she understand everything, understand my FUCKING shit can? they went for my borthers adam khoo course and didnt turn up mine. haiix. this is where i stand larhs. i stand no where larhs. my mum say she buy alort of things for me? where got 1 giodarno tee n 1 blackk pants compare with my bros 6 tees n one pants frm 77 streets n one walkman hp n his adman khoo course $1900 n $500 for another course. just see larhs. i got good results so wad? my bro results not good still can all these shit. so must i not study?. now i understand y kids go badd.. i also have the intension of smokking oso. haiix. i went to work is coxe i cannot stand this home. everyone's just so selfish. i work to keep myself occuppied from everything. just one day after my work she started naggin for nth. haiix. i oso dunno wad to say lerhs. all the maids that have worked in my house say my mum is biased even my uncle!! it really hurts. noone was there fer me when i needed someone. noone...theres so many thing that i can compare, she taught me not to compare.......... but now i cannot not compare........

i worked so hard to get good results n they just praise me n nth else. wad fer i work so hard? jus to please them fer a day??? fuckin shit larhs. i hate this family. why am i crying? i shud have the hatred in me now.. i cant find myself...i'm so tired...hungry..disappointed..sad..angry..

is it so difficult to stay happy?

i'm confused with wads right n wrong.

Friday, December 16, 2005 Y

8:39 PM

todae did some shoppin wid yiwen n kelwin. yeaa. kelwin went to get a present fer someone. yeaa. hmmm. i'mgonna stay out of love stuffs? hees. i'm so free n happy now. yea. haiix. i sometimes just dun understand her actionns. i oso dunno larhs. i am blind to see certains things now. yupx. siann. i saw new clothes, bag and shoe!! cant wait to shop fer new year clothes!! hehes. yuPx. me n yiwen was like playin wid darh photo machine. yea. we printed out our favourite pics n laminated it.,yeaa.we were tokin abt darh memories we had during our time in SATs. yeaa. those memories were too great to forget. yeaa. i soso love airplanes n darh airport!!!

he's choopin his finger just to get my ring out.
or bi good.. hu ask u to wear. lalala

my new shoe.
but haven buy yett..
abit ex sia. yeaa.

TIGGERR. its soso cuteeeee`!

hahas. i'm meltinn. hees.

okies dat abit 'qua zhang' lol.

we are darh TWINS.

sats ppl kept mistaken us lorhs. LOL.

hahas. hmmmm i miss SATs!!!!

poor thing. winnie da pooh is in brownn.

haiix. ='(

make a wishh. i wish........=x
photogarhper: small kid

dunno who say dun wan take pic.

den inthe end oso take.LOL

kukoo yiwen. she was TRAINNING me.

she trained me to do STUPID faces on darh MRT.

goshh. she winn me lerhs. LOL. hahas.

brought a ball kid out.

look at himm. he's tired.

LOL. hahas. we used his travel sound

and was playin music out loud

while shoppin at bugis sia.

you need SKILLS and NO HAND HAIR to produce tako ballz

yeaa. or else your hair kena burn n add in to the tako ballz

den will den be called tako-hair-ballz.

coooo0oool~

12:57 AM

my last megatopp.=(

beautiful?

this is.... woa.

takenn by me. nicee?

me n ting.

in darh middle of darh road!!

TODAYS A DAY I'LL REMEMBER. i really laugh lky siao in my team n when goin to swens wid yiwen ting n shiya. yuPx. hehes. i love today!!

12:12 AM

i tio RAPED.

=S.. hahas. tian ahhhs

kukko bird tan.. hees.

presenting chicken little!!!
haha chilli or ketchep?

haiix. we miss...... =x

cool~
we totally rox mans.

cheers. hees.
we deserve it mann..

left: yiwen's buttokk
right: mine larhs.
its abit retarded..
den yiwen tio kicked sia.

darh can-can dance ayte?
dadaddaa...
hees. must exercise after eatin swens.

byebye...... ='(

12:00 AM

TEAM 69 rox my sockks!!!

we're soso cool. =)

hahas. yazid is stupiid!!

rafi looks.... KUKOO. hahasa!

da other guy i dunno who he.. =x

this is RAFI`!! hehes.

toilet cleanerr~

this is darh 3 guys. everytime disturb ppl without fail de.

den da one beside me took my no. and he intended

to retake picwid me. but we didnt wait fer them to finish workk.

yeaa. he's juliana's frenn too

da middle one is saufi's fren. LOL. small world after all

dats YAZID. hahas.

he's handsome BUT attached so..TOO BAD ahhs?

he act cool only~