mylife.mystory

Monday, February 27, 2006 Y

8:21 PM

i borrowed this book

both on psychology de.

first is to how to make people happy

da book is YELLOW in colour.

i nxt time take foto n let u all see.

its CUTE..!

another one is attitude n perssuasion..

yuPx. hehes. im TRAINING to b one. =))

well..

i can put smiles on their faces

wad about mine?

YES i can! hahas,

im easily contented.

i put my expectations low so i can

expect the unexpected yea? =))

gal u just tc okie?

no matter what we will be there

BUT u have to stand up yourself.

the way i did it b4.

if charlene can u SURE can de.

yuPx. stay wid me n u'll be a JOKER!!!

muahahaha.

siao! i cough til my left side of the adominal*spell sala

PAIN..!

9:15 AM

about..ME

i dun understand y u wont talk to me.

wo men lian peng you ye mei de zuo mahs?

i neo wad i did was SCARY larhs.

but i now know le lorhs.

nvm den. shall treat u as a passing cloud bahhs.

i uploaded this DA CHANG JIN movie theme.

its called XI WANG.

hees. this song can make me smile.

and make me less stress. hees.

in neo it will piss u ppl. hahas!too bad..?

i neo u did da right thing.

but i guess u handle it the wrong way.

i think dat u shud reflect on yourself.

have u eveer ask urself y u can

only achieve that **dge?

i dun think u neo urself well eonugh.

u think ure liddat BUT

in the FACT ure NOT.

i pity this friendshipp. ouuuhhh.

CHARLENE IS NOT A GOOD

STUDENTS' COUNCILLOR

Sunday, February 26, 2006 Y

9:10 PM

im sooooo in LOVE with
DA CHANG JIN larhs,
i cant help it. hahas!!

this is da KING.

all he does is ONLY eat nia.. haha!

darh 2 LOVE birds. hehes.
so touchin cann.

da EVIL lady. i hate her.

FULL of evil nian tuo!!

shes now called da chang jin

i love her 1st uniform as a doc.

so cool larhs!!

too bad i cannot find her young dat time.

7:53 PM

here to blog fer yesterday n today.

im so in LOVE with da chang jin de songs!!

waiting fer KELWIN chin to send me larhs.

here we are at airport. wid KELLY

we got darh same bag. yippie.

been looking for it like crazy larhs.

muahaha. we went to parkway to get it.

hees. GARY ish shuai larhs. =x

den saw TING n POO. yupx.

mango tea. muaha.

dat yellow thingiee.. is NICE. hees. =)

kelly's n mine. =))

same fonee. =)

we're sistas! lalala.

my little cousin on the..

SEX TOY. ohmyGODD`

he looks like he is ENJOYING it. =x

hees. managed to get da lollipop de.

but i wanted the all black one.

didnt get it. =( sobs.
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dat guy called me at the airport!!!!

n i pass the fone to ting n he hang upp.

muaha. m i bad? he's just Fu*kin despo larhs!

yucks! i cant tolerate this kinda GUYs.

anyway.. he's a GAY larhs.

pri sch dat time everyone calls him BABOK. =x

just waiting.

Friday, February 24, 2006 Y

10:09 PM

the yellowishh thingiee is made by my husband.

hees. thanx husband..!

i hang it on my hp.. =) smart hor?

of course~ im called TIAN CAI

i n him starting to distance liaox.. =(

dat guy wanted to meet me after school larhs.!

n he called my hp larhs.

i didnt reply his msges?

i think he like FAT ppl like me arhs.

goshhh. its abit.... yucks!
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night study was funn.

n i saw PAPAYA..! muahas.

me n yiwen were practically playin like siao la

i became her hairdresser ah liao. muaha.

cong ming! u haven pay me ur hairdo yet..!

its gonna start ALL over again.

dont feel like coming home at all. haix.

=( charlene is troubled n sad.

hand itchieeeeee.

Thursday, February 23, 2006 Y

9:57 PM

cute rites? hees. Ms cheong didnt come schh.

den i asked TIAN ZHEN to draw for me. hees.

i colour darh person n darw da word de lorhs.

yups. see it can make me feel happy.
yi qie fan nao dou pao dao jiu xiao yun wai le.

got my NEW specs lerhs. yuPx.

i may seem happy.

but theres a lot of things happen

both in and outside my home.

well. i chose not to let the class know.

i hate to gain pity from others.

this is not nescessssary de lorhs.

my flu n cough haven recover yet lorhs!

tmr is 5th day liao lerhs..

arghh. da fever dun wan come out sia.

dat guy despo sia. call me.....

dear.hottie. YUCKs!!

i cannot stand it. its NC16 larhs.

its censoreded. charlene cannot hear

such HORRI-GI-BLE stuffs!!

n he keep askin me to call him. sucks la!

waitinn

Wednesday, February 22, 2006 Y

10:27 PM

guees wad? i saw my pri sch fren!

they suan me larhs.

they say i slim ah liao. den keep sayin wad i pretty.

dorts larhs. really tio lamed by him sia.

miss those time with them. =))

they play pool too..!

ridwan had a tatooooo..

ouch..! that hurts larhs. omg.

this was wad i did during geo class.

was tired sehh.

kept coughin in class.

cough till my stomach muscle pain sia..!

see dat..? its a CLASSROOM..!

above a bustop sehh. interestin rites?

took this on saturday de.

at PS there. den got superband..

waiting..

Tuesday, February 21, 2006 Y

8:12 PM

a GHOST stopped me from waking up..!

siao lorhs. its so scary larhs.

i can see my celling liao.. BUT

i could not speak when i wanted to shout..

i was struggling on my bed. haix.

scary experience.

i lost IT. haiix.

maybe its a good thing that i lost it bahhs..?

hees. im just a kid.

got this guy called DANNY msg me

n wanna be my fren sia.

this show how despo ppl can be. goshh..!!

just disappointed thta my FRIENDS would do such a thing.

it just show your true colours..?

new word learnt: unfuckable.

i still feel fucked up inside.somewhere..

waiting for my temperature to increase.

im getting out of hand..

someone save me arhhhs..

arghhh..

.seiromem.lufniap

Monday, February 20, 2006 Y

9:31 AM

created by ALICIA CHEE during fnn lesson

bad gal ayte? =x

muahahaha.. LAME cann..?

I FEEL FUCKed UP INSIDE.

8:59 AM

arghh..!

i feel like tearing or breaking something down.

i wish i can tear a building down sia.

better better PRAY that i dun see u on the street.

dunno how i feel sia.

everything just f**w back larhs.

i hate u

i hate him

i hate YOU ALL.

it hurts.

dats y i hate u all.

simply hatred in ME

HYPOCRITE

i'm currently having flu n sore throat.

arghhh.. this is suck cann.

Friday, February 17, 2006 Y

9:31 PM

english night study was funn?

was laughin all the way larhs.

BUT i got listem to Ms Neo talk lorhs. *angelic*

hees. i'm called TIAN CAI.

yiwen-CONG MENG

shiya-TIAN ZHEN

qiuling-KEOOOAII

lol cann? goshh. we had mac for dinner.

the school trying to bribe us sia. =x

my throat pain sia?

gettin sick soonn..? coool. =x

im interested in these two songs sia.

LOVE by ashlee simspon

Im just a kid by simple plan

i neo abit out dated larhs. hahas. BUT cant help it.

i neo it stupid of me to have such thoughts at this point of time where its too late to mend it back. charlene is still immature. kept telling myself that theres no point looking back when all i see is painful memories instead of those sweet ones. goshh.oh well shall live in regrette n pain? i played lky siao during 2 hrs of pool today larhs.went to buy a orange jacket for 14bucks just to play pool today. well. i got new clothe! hees. =) i was so noisy, just cant keep my mouth shut lorhs. how i wish i really lost my voice for one day. muahaha!!

waiting patiently for someone who can control ME.

12:46 PM

dats mr sim. muahaha! lol.

kenna dunk by his own councillors.

Thursday, February 16, 2006 Y

9:45 PM

no life cann.

i need someone to control me.

im getting out of control?

im addicted to pool once again.

i see hypocrites

arghh.

hatred in me.

bai dao zi jing qu

hong dao zi chu lai.

im just not ready for goodbye

i finally understand everything now.

i see it now.

i just have to let go.

the pain in me will subside, eventually.

cant seem to remember any happy moments.

dong de ai de ren,

bu hui rang ren sheng bian cheng kong bai

Friday, February 10, 2006 Y

5:49 PM

hees. try this out! muahahas.!

Thursday, February 09, 2006 Y

9:54 PM

woA. i'm so tired after doing so many work larhs. zzz. abit tired ah liaox. being popular dun get me anywhere, i only know by studying can get me at least some where. things will just never be the same again. well. nahh. lazy to alk about such matters. yeaa. i will never find a pillar in my life coxe some dun bother n i oso dun wan to bother them as well. yeaa. so i just keep my mouth shut jiu can liaox lerhs. yeaa.

tmr take O level maths results. worried sia. lol. i guess i getting a b or a c ah liao. haix. i dun wan to study agn. but no choice, good luck to me. =)) i was chattin wif yazid, lol. he say i dun lky him. dorts. hahas. he say Ra** miss me. den i said pigs fly. haha lol. goshh. he's just cute larhs. he say he wan pinch my face. LOL. hahas!

its sad to know that its ur heart u cant trust. am i hold the 'light stick?' i guess not bahhs. =))

actionns speak louder than words.

8:16 AM

ive done wad i can

u dont know me at all

the rest is up to you.

do u know wad ure doing?..

Sunday, February 05, 2006 Y

7:05 PM

the pain inside.

how i wish that i was deaf

so that i could not hear the loathsome words

how i wish i was blind

so that i could not see the callous person

how i wish i don't have a heart

so that i cant feel the heartless soul

Saturday, February 04, 2006 Y

11:06 PM

todae did vistin. hees. went to shiya house first. yupx. yiwen power lorhs. she drank ONE CAN TIGGER beer lorhs. n her face didnt turn red at all. she rox sia.. den went to ting's house n eat spaggatii it was ser-dupp can. muhaha. she good larhs forgot to bring key n had to wait for her mum. nehh her. lol. den went to kel's house n had steamboat. yupx. got quite a lot people went yupx. thanx fer da dinner`!! kns lorhs. KANAN kept suanning me larhs. yani defended. yeaa. gals rox lorhs. muahaha. kanan oso say i look a poly student in design course. hahas. everyone there tot i in poly. LOL can..

yiwen wanted to create the HEAVENLY effect.
too bad? cannot make it lorhs. muahahaha.

at chin's house. hahas.lame ya?
den we played majong.. didnt win lorhs. hahas
i nobb wad. lol. only ch n kanan win.
kel's sista cute lorhs. hahas. i lky her. =x

super RED face larhs. many were scared.
they made me count to 20..
made me count fingers..
made me walk here n there..
LOL. im alrite. i still can come home.!
one bottle down...
next TWO!! yippie.

2nd person to mess my hair. LOL. hees.
dats firduas.. so miss him lorhs. hehes.
standing beside him got security!

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i didnt put sk's pic. =x
hahas. not nice. muahaha.
thanx. he send me home. muahahaha!!
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one bottle down. nxt TWO.
i wanna try getting drunk..
coxe i feel the pain in me.

Friday, February 03, 2006 Y

8:28 PM

today had RC training. yeaa. was sas with the attendance BUT im happy with the performance~!! yeaa. keep it up my dearr cadets!! yippie very happy. now i must bring my standard low so that i can expect the unexpected, n stay happy happy always.`! i still haven do dat commonwealth essay writing lorhs. goshh~ yippie. tmr goin visitin!! excited lorhs. but.. haiya nvm larhs dun wish to say it. neo wad? my mum give me a spare line den same plan as my this no. muahaha! *evil grinn*

todae went to eat prata wid alicia chee. yippie. den went to thumbs up.. n kapo-eded one orange card n another orange sticker. =)) bad rites.. cant help it lorhs. the orange is tooooooo tempting. i just wan the whole world knowdat charlene is happy outside! n inside??

ngo mm ji ngo dim gai kum miong

ngo mm zong yi lei

ngo mm zan lei

mm ji mm ji zan ga mm ji

mm moi ji

ngo joi ji duo ngo keng xum.

feeling uneasy inside out..up down left right. weird.

Wednesday, February 01, 2006 Y

5:42 PM

hahas. here now to blog HAPPY stuffs okies?

things to do:

-do 1500-2000 words essay

-chinese ying yong wen

-learn chinese tution CHINA words

-english expository writting

-study for geo test on thurs

-study for maths test on fri

-thurs got CHINAAAA tuuuuutionn

-friday got RCY trainning

-phy hoework

-chem homework

-vocab test~!

woA. thast a lot for me liaox lerhs lorhs. goshh. kukoo english. hahas! oh yars. todae me n yiwen walked home larhs. when we crossing the kukoo n retardededed overhead bridge, we saw SMOKE on the soil!! then yiwen pulled me away and she was STANDING there herself looking at it larhs. so DUMB can?? hahas. im so in the mood of CNY larhs. where got mood to study for test n do kukoo hoework?? tmr got vocab test? siannnn

consequences is the cause of your own actions its just a game

after so long it still matters to me.. deep down inside.

4:54 PM

i did this test today n this is wad it says about me. wel.. here goes nth..*cross fingers*

--start--

Charlene, you've got a Sexy 'n' Sophisticated style

For a social soul and eager flirt like you, there's nothing more fun than turning heads and getting some attention — especially from the opposite sex. Bold and daring, you tend to know exactly what you want, and you usually get it.

You enjoy looking your best and don't mind putting in a little extra effort to make sure your look is polished and just plain fabulous. Of course, it's your sparkling, witty, and wild personality that people are most attracted to, but your stunning style never fails to amaze even those who know you best. So keep wowing 'em with your sexy style!

--end--

well i dun agree with the4th word n the second last word. hahas. other then that its quite true. hadi sent me this, so decided to take the test. hees. =) amazing~!

well todae i skipped the scoccer match. i hate scoccer thats why i didnt go. anyways there are things that i finally see through only today. hmmmm its my decision to go or not, you all dont have to show us face. the consequences will be faced by me in anyways, what for? i seriously dont understand how people think. maybe i'm not matured enough to understand what they're thinking bahhs. just.... haix.

who are your true friends? do u know? who is always there lending u a helping hand when ure in troubled waters? go think about it. well. dun blame me if i dun tell or help u in anything. yarhs. we dont have to show people how close or good we are. we know it ourselves can already. theres no need to show off? whenever u all have probs n i myself do have, i'll slove yours before mine. but do u all do all these? well... i say no. i also know all u all can do is to listen.. but is that enough. dont ever expect wad u cant even do in life.

you people really show me how studies are important to me. n i'll make sure i never follow others' footsteps. i finally know what i really want now. =) i usually wont clear myself out, as long as i have myt consesious clear then i dun care what others think. yeaa. i dun undersand how people can be so hypocrite infront of others with they're eyes wide open. n worst of all i saw crocodile tears before, its really scary to see such people ya? hahas. well.

your those words really hit me a lot. it was my fault for not doing my part. but theres certain things i need not explain to u. u really showed me the uglest part of my life experience. you alone can do so much to make me learnt so much. people go through problems and they do grow mature n learnt their lesson, but some people don't, it's like banging the wall tryin how hard it is with your head ya?

to sum everything up. frens would never backstabb one another and will always help them beofre self. thats all i got to say for today.

seen enoughh