Sunday, January 30, 2005 Y
1:35 PM
hmmm...today mi go sch fer tt total defence thingy..halx.hahax..lolx..gort sissy wanx.lolx..dan go to bugis to take a foto of a basket..lame rite?? tt tanyiwen lahx.hahax..lame loz..dan we take bus to takashimaya los..dan i got buy one clothe fer new year..hehex..dan we go tm n eat los..so mani crapz begin..n we were dere laugh from d start to d end .lolx..wid firduas los.hahax..woa..tt fird make mi miss one bus hahax...toked alot..lolx..quite fun tokin to him..coxe all r craps..hehex..=p dun angry horx.lolx.
hmmm..gots lots of things to say..but..here...is too ...dangerous to say liaox...sooo...zipp! lolx..btw..i love d slyvster my 'husband' gave mi..thanx alot..so niiccee to slp wid..n i spend my bdae very well..thanx hapie family..i enjoyed tt day very mucchh..hehex..thanx fer all ur prezz too..all were nice n meaningful..esp d rice necklace..hehes..i love u guys too..bJ gang rox toO!! =) vaLenTines day coming lerhx..bJ gang dated mi hehex..lolx. halx..another only valentone day to go through agn..nvm..xi guan jiu hao..=)
[[*shut[he]LLup*]]
Thursday, January 27, 2005 Y
2:20 PM
ReLLo.tmr mi bdae liaox. dun think it will be a happie wan..halx..dun ask mi y coxe i jux felt lky it.. jux realized tt if u wana forget someone dan u'll have to look fer another person to lky..lolx..i felt tt the reason kinda tupid..but i dunno hu suggested to mi dex.. halx..dunno...will another person come?? lolx..=X todays guitar lesson rox manx..hehex..fun playin!! lolx..hahax..we played wonderwall by oasis..hehex..the struming ish coolx manx..=) btw today ish jasmine bdae! Hapie bdae to u too! take caRe! =p
shall sing a bdae song fer myself...
happy birthday to mi
happy birthday to mi
happy birthday to mi~
happy birthday to mi!
done singing..hehex..byebye..
VaLentines day coming lerhx oso..hehex..where is the love?? no prezz tix yr fer Valentine day..sobx..nvm..hehex..my bJ gang date mi lerhx..hahax...wad r they up to?? lolx
Thursday, January 20, 2005 Y
9:41 AM
HaHax..iTs norT eNd oF d WorLd.HeHex..[c h a p l i n] [i s] [b a c k] ! ! lolx..HmMm..aNoTheR 8 MoRe DaYs!! To mi BirThDaY!! YiPpie..HeHex..LaLaLa..Mi sHo HaPpY aMathS Got GuD ResuLts..HeHex..Now i onLi waN a n b..Dun Wan c..HaHax..ShoOoO~....HaHax..SomeTiMes i ThlnK tt a LittLe biT oF Thix n a LiTTle biT oF tt IsH EnouGh LeRhx..ReaLi..HeHex..HaHax..Tix SaT GoiN ouT LeRhx..Yea..aNioNe WaNa Go ouT?? HeHex..CeLeBraTe tanyiwen LaTe bDae n my EarLy bdae..HeHex..LeTs Go WaTch NC16 MoVie..=) HaHax..mi n YiweN Lky DyiNg To WaTch NC 16 MoVie..HaHax..DoTx hOrx?? HaHax..
My DarLinG RedCross CadeTs BouGht mi a Big TiGeR..n iT isH in d RC RoOm..WoNdeR HoW m i GoiNg To BrlnG hOmE tt..lolx.. bTw..mi norT TigEress HoRx..HuMpx..HaHax..nVm SHaLL BrinG hOme On My bdaE..HeHex. HOw u ppL Neo My bdae CominG? ThaNx..Mi KaNda ToucHeD..HeHex..SoBx..c..i TooOo TouCheD LeRhx..HeHex..aLaMaK..Ltr GorT GuiTaR LeSsOn..HaHax..HaVen PracTisE yeT..OoPs..HaHax..PooVaN CreaTed ThiS SoNg..i m a ReTaRd~..LaLaLaLaLa~..i WaS lkY doTx..lolx..HaHax..
bYebYe..chopchop ltr i LaTe FeR GuiTaR LeSsOn LiaOx..when u all read my blog pls tagg..thanx..Hehehahahoho..
8 MoRe DaYs...=)
Friday, January 14, 2005 Y
2:14 PM
i n0w dunno whether shud i b hapi or not..dey announced tt i'm d director of School Functions Dept..i didnt expect sho mucchh..Halx..dan Qhairil end up in PE dept..Halx..can c tt he love SF shoo much lox..i dunno whther is tix news a gud thing or a bad thing..hahax..oh well.when i'n given a job..i will do d best i can..hahax..tix sat ish my first function n i can wear blazer!! hahax..Oops..too excited liaox..on d other hand i dunno whether can i balance between council...rc.n my studies..halx..everyone was sho serious tt dey scared i stressed out..i'm kinda touched u neo?? sK..u advice mi in alot ways..n my others kors toO..=) i'm sho hapi tt i have such nice kors..nv regrette to have them..
hahax..salnx..i'm not gonna write my honest feelings here liaox..if u ppl neo mi dan u all will neo how i feel ler..fer those hu dunno mi dan too bad..lolx..hahax..sat go collect $500 liaox..YupPie..hahax..got $$ lerhx..hahax..another 14 days dan my b day liaox..hahax..mux buy sth to an wei myself hehex..
i'm sho happy tt their 3rd proposal is a beri gd ones..i'm proud of u ppl..=)
abc how? i oso dunno wad to do lerhx..
i have to walk one step n see one step lorx..(in chinese)
i dun wish to be sad agn..i feel lky a child w/o childhood...lolx
poovan..u dun sad lerhx..bagtha liddat dex.smiLe~
IsLin.. u oso dun sad lerhx..n dun keep BJ-ing..dotx.
yiwen.u mux..haohao de shuo klass fund..hehex..=)
Yuet ting. u dun slp in klass ler..
Shiya. u ahx.i dunno ehx..
shawn. my husband ahx..ur naTassha lookin fer u..lolx
walao..tupid cupboard..my leg blue black liaox ler lahx..
Thursday, January 13, 2005 Y
9:11 AM
halx..i really beri tired liaox..how i wish i cud jux take my bag n leave.. rc ish always d one spoilin my mood....halx................arhx..feels lky i'm walkin in d rain..tryin to wash away my pain..i oso dunno liaox...a b c all got prob wan.... how i wish tt i dunno or not in such things..
ehs...i had enough le lox..i everyweek at least will have kanna scoldin de lor...heyy!!! i'm not born to let u all fa xie on mi de lox..how i wish tt i could jux stand up and say...shut d hell up!!!!!!!!! sorie..i today beri violent..i really very tired of put up a smiling face liaox.. how i wish i could jux b lky d past...unlike now..sobx.
Tuesday, January 11, 2005 Y
1:46 PM
hmm..can i say tt things r going towards my way? both A n B r goin towards how i want things to be done or achieved..hehex...abt today..got rc..hehex..d attendence ish beri gud n i'm pleased..dan horx..their footdrill begin to improve sho if tix continues..i believe tt we cud merge to d top 8..hahax..maybe ish becox of d weather bahx..hahax..mi sho hapi today... den today got meetin...another gud news fer mi..hehex...
hahax..mi jux sho hapi today.buts deres sth botherin mi n i dunno y..all i neo ish tt mi wana concentarte evenly on council...rc...studies..hahax..can i ?? i might think of takin over in rc agn tix yr as d chair..but mi stiu hesitating...sho how?/can anybody tell mi??
now A n B r in Favour...wad abt C?? i dun ask much liaox..as wad others say..i shall wait bahx..i dun mind..
FinaLLy deRes one Day in my 2005 LiFe HapPy..
Sunday, January 09, 2005 Y
2:01 PM
hmMm..aNoTheR 19 DaYs To My 16 B'daY..GosH..i'm oNe YeaR oLdeR..TiaNx aHx..Halx..WuD Tix b a SaD b'DaY?? Cox ThlnGs DidnT WenT weLL SiNce d Last WeeK oF 2004..i WaS DeN wonDeRinG wuD tiX b a unForgeTabLe DaY oR a DaY To NoT ReMemBeR? i oSo duNo. i onLi HaF 2 wlshes onLi..i Hope tt aLL coupLe in d WorLd wonT BreaK n i duN wiSh To see AnYoNe saD..tts aLL i Ask..aLL tix CaN b DoNe..Dos WisHes tt R iMpoSsibLe, i WuN eVeN ThlnK abT iT..Halx..
ToDaY jUx SpeNd d WhoLe DaY aT hoMe..Its BoriNg..i lky so loNg nV LaugH in My bLoG LeRx..Halx..HoW i WisH i CuD b d PeRsoN hu I uSed To b...nah~ nVm LeR..Jux b HaPi d WaY i m NoW..
yTd..iTs KaReN's b'day..LOLx..ShE isH sHo CuTe n InnOcenT..HaHax..dan i got trainin after tt cake eating..hahax..den horx TT CaKe IsH ToO HaRd To cuT..lolx..FirsT tiMe iN mY LiFe To c a Cake ToO HaRd To CuT..HaHax..tt PeRsOn hu ChoSe d CaKe Is a bLuRsoTonG..HeHex..oOps.=X. BacK to TrainIng..i ReaLi FeLt lkY GiVinG uP LeRx..i'M ToO TiRed To CaRrY oN lky Tix..Too TiRed To boTheR aNy oTheR thlnG eLsE..n i've DeciDe norT To TaKe OvEr AgaiN nxT YeaR Liaox..
Me Now HaVin a CoLd..Havin FLu..Halx.Ah~ChOo~
Friday, January 07, 2005 Y
1:34 PM
i learnt sth..happy times do not last at all.halx.y mux shooo mani things happen dex?? i realli feel lky givin up all 3..but i found out tt i'm devoted to all 3..halx..but cant cope..i realli neda let go at least 1..halx..i felt tt i do belong to (A) coxe i dun feel felt out at all n besides..i'm happy here now..But as fer (B) i dun felt welcom at all..i really hate (B)..but come to responsibility..i cant let go..As fer (C)..i oso dunno wad to say..i'm sad of course lahx..but i jux really hapi d way things r now..
halx^2..all i wana do now ish onli to study nia..nth else. i realli hapy tt i got such nice kors..willing to help mi..thanx ya? halx..i oso dunno wad to say..i've made up my mind..i come to dunman is not to only serve d sch..i came to study..shoooo nth comes b4 my studies in sch. n tts final..abt takin over nxt yr or not..i shall c my mid yr results..if its no gud dan...i have to say sorie to d unit...but i huess dey dun need mi fer d moment..dey onli look fer me when dey need help...........
today got cca recuitment..halx..i duno lahx..salha stressed mi tt we mux at least get into footdrill com...n no commander is needed if we enter top 8...halx..i can see tt salha wana built d unit up...but i cant do it alone..if i put all my time n effort...d others dun even wanna...dan wads d point???? i oso dunno...mi now mixed feeling!!!
d worst thing happened today ish tt dey say wad...galvin lky mi ahx?? hahax..mux b jkin. tianx ahx..i will realli let (C) go onli if someone special enter my life..jux hope tt time can heal my pain..halx..somehow i felt tt theres...rain on my new beginning..tmr stiu got training...wonder wad will d trainin b lky tmr..halx..i stiu put hope but d rest realli discourage mi to do so..halx..juz wait n see lox..btw tmr i got eng test in d evening..halx..now onli studies n leadership stuffs occupy mi...i realli need a break..i dun even have enough slp..cant get into bed lately oso..dunno whyee...halx..how i wish tt i have d keys to open all doors in my life..but i dun even have a single key at all...nowadays i dun even have much time to online or update blog ler..halx..
sorie i jux broke one of mt resolution in 2005...
halx..now i jux wish tt i could happily spend my birthday without anything on my mind..
Saturday, January 01, 2005 Y
2:49 PM
tanyiwen aka 1st daughter
shiya aka 2nd daughter
yue ting aka 3rd daughter
poovan aka 1st twin
juliana aka 2nd twin
chun hoe aka kor
Bc aka Kor
sk aa kor
jeremey aka kor
melvin aka kor
tanyiwen aka 1st owner
firduas aka 2nd owner
alicia aka dear
poovan aka darling
Yin ling aka grandaughter
Liyue aka granduaghter
Sherlyn aka granduaghter
Kelly aka husband
shawn aka husband
jiayu aka mei
kelly aka mei
vivian aka mei
huiwen aka mei
yun pei aka mei
atrina aka mei
yin ling aka mei
Wanyun aka ah ma
pearlene aka ah pa
kenny aka di
shawn aka di
jia sheng aka di
xuanwei aka di
jia wei aka daughter in law
* if i didnt add u...tell mi horx!
1:40 PM
if i wish to fang qi A..i will b stress free and load will b lighten alot..but i dun realli wish to fang qi.........if i fang qi B. dan would not c ppl's face..oso can lighten my work load by alot!!! but sometime it gives me d sense of not being responsible..i oso duno abt whether to fang qi C or not..how i wish things could jux remain d same. jux hapi abt how things r goin now. dun bother..can i??
Can i fang qi all 3??
my gor said this to mi..tix ish his sentence fer mi..to end d 2004:
firstly, for my mei mei, just to stay cheerful always, put everi ting behind her, dun look back, look towards the bright n long road ahead of her..
do ting do not hestiate, do wad u tink is rite...no matter wad u do, just tink of mi behind wei ni jia you, no matter wad u do i will support yr decision...
lastly, just work hard for yr N level nxt yr, make mi real proud of u both in yr CCA n yr studies...
thanx kor..fer everthing.
