mylife.mystory

Tuesday, May 31, 2005 Y

8:33 PM

i'm backk. wid a digusted stomach.
dat cher ish a disgustinn freak lorhs.
i ask him maths ques den he can ask miee back dex lorhs.
PianGz. tian ahhs. *faint*
omg.. he ish terriblee..
his nails ish blackblack dex lorhs.
eeyyerr..*vomit blood*
tian ahhs.
i rather studii myself lorhs. YUCKs.
.
oh no~ i cant survive wid him fer another
lessonn.
he even wann miee to tution fer 3 HOURS
wid him per lessonn. n i have 3 lessons wid himm
which means i mux see him9 HOURS..
i think i'm nort gonna wan himm as my cher
lerhs. i cant stand it..
.
i'm gonna havee niteemares lorhs.
goshh~

1:40 PM

have u all ever wondered wad u guys wan in life?? latelli ..i neo wad i wann in life lerhs. yuPx. i dun mind gettinn stressed up now. coxe i now realli need such thinggs to not let my mind wonder to farr away. (ltr it dunn wan come backk) LoLx.yars. here it goes..

i wann go mJc.

den get into a U

den go workworkk

now rest. den ltr i go do amaths hw n chem hw. den go do chi tution hw. den have tution. Yups. this ish my everydae lifee lerhs. fer d holidaee nia lahhs. or i realli will die lky siao lorhs. hahax. Lox. todae i tio lamed by yiwen earlli in d morninn den when goinn home.. tio lamed by islin lorhs. tian ahhs. lifee now ish funn lahhs.. can i saee dat...??

HF set up a condoo house

all live together durinn weekends.

den we fly to different countries

den all married together

LoLx. lame ritee?? we actualli planned this while eatinn roti prata todaee lorhs. hahax. tian ahhs. dey realli think lky siao. den we sit under void deck n laughed lky siao lorhs. hahax. den this yiwen lky small kid liddat.. she wan miee n is accompany her to main gate dere lorhs. tian ahhs

Halx

ConFused

sTucKed

Saded

hahax. i see litee in onlii one.. Lo. i oso dunno larhs. haahx. is i zi zuo zi shou lahhs. hahax. LoLx. i'm a verii bad gal.veryveryvery bad. i'm gald dat u neo dat u lky d wrong personn. =). dat dreamm.. tells me wad i realli want lerhs. i neo lerhs. halx. saded larhs..

Monday, May 30, 2005 Y

7:56 PM

siann.stiu waitinn fer my tution to start. LoLx. hahax. sho i read my last time de entries. hahax. i laughed lo. see how muchh i have changed. yea. den read tru memories.hehex.hmmm..

edc

uLp

Spore ndp 2002

7 dec

19 dec

5 dec

sec 1 orientationn

leaders camp 04.

30 nov

20 dec

23 decc

korea tripp

hmmm..all these are just memories. Lo.put all these down bahhs. yuPs. no point holdinn onn.hahax.oMg.i'm weird todae. LoLx.

[c-R-u-c-i-F-i-e-D]

7:38 PM

So wad if he neos?
so wad if he dont?
it doesnt make a diff at all.
its beta off dat he doesnt neo lahhs.
yea. yuPs.
anyway. we're beta off this wae.
hehex.
=
goinn to have tutionn soon.
yippie. my intensive tution.

[c-R-u-c-i-F-i-e-D]
put to death by fasteninn to a cross
defeat throughly; humiliate

12:37 PM

Lo.

bacKk frm remedial lessonn.

hmmm..

heyy`! i actualli paid FULL ATTENTION

to ss klass todaee lorhs. hahax.

hmmm..

den go eat macc. wid ting pooo n is.

yuPx. den kanna called DUMB.

humPx`!!

heyy pop~!!

d screen ish supposed to

vibrate.vibrate.vibrate lorhs.

is gort sth dex. Lo.

uR comm lackk lahhs.

lousii comm.hehex.

bLeahs.

todaee.. dat nehneh faiz go call

ah-boii n nehnehpoo called agn.

den he no reactionn..

i realli realli realli

realli realli stiu

verii confused

verii stucked

cann anyonee tell miee how.

Lo..siann.ZzZ.

verii saded

Sunday, May 29, 2005 Y

8:29 PM

Lo`!
sincee aKu sho free..
den i decided to change template.
hehex. hmmm...
tell u wad..
try right clickinn..hehex.
bLeahs..
muahahaha..
siannx..
laogong goinn to camp soonn..
den i alonee.. sobx. hahax.
=
i hate ppl hu lie to get themselves
out of troubles..arhhz.

7:09 PM

*cough.cough*

Oh no`!

aKu stiu havinn cough..

halx.. sho long lerhs.

stiu haven recoverr..arhhz.

saw pop dat time.. at Ljs.

Kana 'scolded' by him.

LoLx. he dun let miee eat Ljs.

hahax. but i stiu eat. bLeahs.

hmmm...

jux finished doin my schedule.

den everyday i gort lesson.

its either home tution or sch lesson.

ohya! i jux applied ...

end.chi.emaths tution.hehex.

ppl workinn i INTENSIVE TUTION..

muahahaha...=PpPp

den i gort paid by doin house work.

40 bucKs`!!

all i havee to do ish sweep d floor..

use hands n wipe d floor n wash 4 toilets!

fer all 5 floors.. phiew`! its nort easii..

hahax. at least gort $$ to spend. hehex.

now savinn $$ fer my dream mP3..

yUpx.

hehex.

intensive tution here i comee...

halx..

confused.

stucked.

saded.

Thursday, May 26, 2005 Y

8:49 AM

HeLLo`!!

now havinn fnn..

*YaWn*

Sianx..ZzZ..

HaiyoOo..

i'm bored dan d klass kana

lecture fer nort brininn our course

work fer lesson todae.

Throat stiu painpain..

latelii everytime no mood.

nehneh tmr cominn back to sch lerhs.

hehex. den klass wud be noisy agn.

Ltr gort meet d parents session.

=). goinn alonnee..

hahax. dunn feel lky collectinn back

my report bk.. this yr tt bk nort nice lerhs.

sobx.

~ a i i . <3>

Wednesday, May 25, 2005 Y

4:04 PM

tis ish my tiRamisu..hehex. romantic horx..?? fer my future husband dex. hehex. =)

4:03 PM

Tis ish wad aKu cooked fer my fnn..hehex.. Yummiee.. dun drooL drooL horx. bLeahs.=PpPp.

3:59 PM

HeLLo once agn.

hehex.

today tio lamed by aidil.

tians ahhs..hahax.

=x.

..ZzZ..

i stiu gort no voice..hahax.

coxe i ytd ate chilli..

hehex.oPps..

i posted sum pics dat i cooked.

hehex. yea..

u all have to click on d pic 2 see d whole

pic coxe d right side kanna covered.

yea. hehex. dun drooldrool horx.

bLeahs. hahax..LoLx

gTg. go studii ss lerhs.

i LuRve him even moree..

~.ai.<3.youu.~

Tuesday, May 24, 2005 Y

9:19 PM

HELLO~!!

i'm back`!!

after a recover from my HIGH fever.

Kaoz. i heated up to 40 degree lorhs.

hahax. luckii i'm not mental yet.

OpPps..my anut lahhs..

she ice miee lorhs..

den i scream here n dere..LoLx.

hahax.. hmmmm...

ohya.. den now my voice lky guy liddat.

coxe i gort sore throat.. hehex.

i wanna thank these ppl of takinn care

fer miee when i sicksick..

Yiwen

IsLin

-PoP-

Kelwin

MY LAO GONG~!

yea..hehex.

nehneh.. u Tc ahhs. yuPs.

jux now went to see her..

hahax.. we havoc down dere..

LoLs..hahax. sianx..

now my throat pain lky hell lo..

alamak...

sianx..hahax.

yiwen dun pMs lerhs..

hahax.

try relaxinn.. hehex.

jux sick n tired fer certain thinggs.

stiu LuRvinn YaRs...

c h a p L i n

Thursday, May 19, 2005 Y

6:35 PM

here to blogg agn.

hehex. hmmm.

yiwen's leg pai-ka.. LoLx.

haha..den walk sho slow.

den tt nehneh poo..

she sicksick.. hehex..

den tt is ahhs... lolx..

hmmmm. is`! u gort miee`!!

hehex.

u all Take Care okies??

wa Lau. todae horx..

dat shairul sabo miee lo.

cher sae hu will keep this worksheet

fer ah-boi..

den he sae miee... den d whole klass

neo lerhs. luckii he nort dere.

or i die lky siao lo..

now d whole klass neo lerhs..

i'm gonna be dead soon.. LoLx.

Yippie he tmr goinn back oto sch lerhs.

my hand now burninn hot.. y ahhs??

painpain`!!

c h a p L i n

Wednesday, May 18, 2005 Y

4:43 PM

Lo`!!

hehex. todae went to changi village..

hehex.. wid tanyiwen.. LoLx.

den we go nasi lermak.. hahax.

yea.. den we toke n laughed lky siao lorhs..

hahax. yea.

happie wid amaths results.~!

scored d highest marks.. but halx..

nvmm

den todae when we were in d avT..

guess wad yiwen told miee..??

hahax. wanna neo..??

come ask miee..=x.hehe.

it will be verii the

SHOCKINN`!!!

i LuRve aku's ah-boi. hehex.

yea. he jux rox lahhs.

hehex. u Tc..hehex.

yea. i'm very proud fer wad he

had donee.. yea.

LuRve YaRz. =)

c h a p L i n

Tuesday, May 17, 2005 Y

8:55 PM

hmmm. here to blogg

verii dissappointed wid my maths

results lorhs. halx. nvmm.

treat this as a lesson learnt.

got highest in klass sho wad..?

oso fail wad. doTs ehhs.

hmmmm...

dere nTh to settle.

i verii confused now.

deres no need to toke oso.

wads dere to toke..??

ah boii sicksi
ck todae.

sad ahhs.. hahax.

he sae he might nort even come sch..

saddeninn ahhs. LoLx.

u take carre.

den he msged n asked miee abt my eng.

hehex.

tt nehneh is horx.

ppl gort food give herr den she dun wan.

oso nort pay dex.

den make miee walk back n take fer her..

kns. sho paiseh lo..

LoLx. u ahhs.. hehex.

c h a p L i n

w a i T i n n

Monday, May 16, 2005 Y

9:09 PM

i'm back to writee sTh agn..

hehex. yea.

i sometimee felt tt..

i'm in d past.

LoLx. how i smile

when bad thinggs happen. yea.

tmR gettinn results lerhs.

halx. i'm nort gonna do well..

didnt put in my best effort.

YaRz. halx.

nvmm.. treat this as a lesson to

learn bahhs. yea.

will dreams come true?

will dreams turn out d other

way round in reality..?

i had this verii weird dream..

did it actualli tells miee hu i lky..?

its damn freakinn-li weird lo.

ppl will freak out..

_* s h e `

7:24 PM

hMmM..

today went out wid..

is.wenzi.n shiya.

yea.. we went fer

job searchinn..

we go to 5 different places lorhs..

siao liaox. hahax.

hmmm...

den gort this guy..

ask miee to become

his company's modeL

fer magazines..wow`!!!

hahax. took their name card

n gave dem my details too.=)

is dey all found this job at dunno where

in d end i nv went fer tt interview.

studies more important`!

den we went bugis.. yea.

mi is n wen

bought musical note ear rings..

den one side ish long den d

other side is short..

dan tt yiwen complain..LoLx.

den went home..

some ppl r sho thick skined..

dunno y earth gort suchh ppl.

dey dunn feel paiseh de mehhs??

actualli its kind of irritatinn u neo?

freak u ppl.. go back

to your own world lahhs.

u dunn belongg here.

i'm mentalli tired.

i'm tired of smilinn

when i cant.

u made history repeated.

luckii tt i didnt go further.

trust in u is gone*_

i hate u.

i dunn wanna hurt anyonee..

pls..

thanx

_* s h e `

Sunday, May 15, 2005 Y

12:43 PM

i'm here to blogg agn.

some things i jux dunn understand

wadeva u do..

i wont appreciate.

its nort tt i dunn wan..

is i cant.

halx. yea.

i felt verii weird all of a sudden.

halx.

lots of things when thru my mind..

n i guess tt i realli cherish verii single

moments wid my friends.

yea. hmmm..

yea..pLs..

dunn waste ur time on miee.

it's impossible between us dex.

yarz. hmmm..

a t t i t u d e .

Saturday, May 14, 2005 Y

8:58 AM

hmMm.. tis entry ish fer yTd dex.

HF went to mac earlii in d morninn.

eveyone was latee except miee n shiya.

LoLx. we r d earlii birds. hehex.

den yT lky siaosiao wan..

den we went back to sch n had our

very LAST PAPER.. yea.

d paper was okieokie lahhs

den we went to watch anityville.

woa~! its nc16..

miee yiwen n jer bought out own ticket

den d rest all sneak in. LoLx.

shud have seen their faces. hahahax.

yiwen was lky coverinn her face d

whole time lorhs. LoLx.

bTw d show ish FREAKING

DISGUSTING~!

yea. after watchin we went to pa-sa-ma-lam

agn. tt day miee n is go lerhs.

den we bought baLLz to eat. yea.

den went home lerhs.

i had d sweetest last nite.

i dream abt JACK.

i dreamt tt i cant find him in d sch.

den suddenlii found him n took his no.

hahahax. but dreams will nv come true.

dreams r always d opposite of reality.

halx. yea. saddeninn.

_* s h e `

Thursday, May 12, 2005 Y

2:22 PM

hmmm..

memories of d past flash back.

i tot of..

uLp.edc.

how close we were in d past.

d jokes tt we shared.

things were in d past.

today had fnn paper.

its quite easii lahhs.

yuPx.den went to mac wid.

alicia.ana.n. fadillah.

yUpx.

sianx..

come home n slpt on d floor.

now my hand swollen.

dunno which cuckoo insect

come bite miee. neh tt insect.

its itchy lorhs.

itchy itchy sractchy sractchy

up n down my HAND`!

LoLx.

Last paper tmr..

HURRAY~!!

den go watch moviee.

hehex. yea. yupx.

brb. go studii phy first

_* s h e `

Tuesday, May 10, 2005 Y

8:30 PM

SumOne FeLL in LuRve..OpPs..hehex

5:45 PM

NeRdii snooPy..hehex. LoLx. bTw..aKu TaK neRdy. do ii.?

5:44 PM

Tweety-bird` i tot i saw a PuT-sii CaT. i did i did i did saw a put-siii caT. shhhh...

5:42 PM

hmm.gort nth to do den de-Cor-aTe lorhs. hehex.

5:41 PM

my studii tablee 2 days ago..=X

5:40 PM

cheapcheap stickers n paper bagg`! hehex. LaiLai~! cheapcheap!!

4:45 PM

Today aKu had emaths n chem..

shud be able to pass both papers . yuPx.

emaths didnt havee time to check.

suree gort lots of careless mistakes dex.

den chem ahhs.. no commentz. sobx.

den we go to ljs wid..

is.poo.shiya.daryl.jer.

yea. we laugh lky siao lorhs..

den gort this guy so furnii.

den we made fun of him.. LoLx.

den daryl was lky ...

"uncle poo wan ur no"

den tt guy say ya he wan her no.

we laugh lky siao lorhs..

den d uncle had eye contact wid daryl.

hahax. its funn to go out wid dem..yea.

den miee n is took 39 homee..

but guess wad. we didnt go homee..

we saw pa-sa-ma-lam..

den we last minute get down d bus..

den we saw lots of thinggs den wanted to buy.

den is was sayin wads important to buy.

den she wanted to buy nail cutter

n cut her fingernail half wayy. dotx ehhs.

hmmm..

den we FINALLY made up our mind

bought a green paper bag..its cutee`!

den we bought cheapcheap stickers`!

hehex.. yea.

yea. hehex. now wanna studdii.

yuPx. happiee studiin ppl.`!

sad to hear wad had jux happen

feel kinda sad. halx. dunno y oso.

anyways. i'll be dere when u need miee`!

although we not so close lerhs.

yea.

_* s h e `

` h i m *_

Monday, May 09, 2005 Y

5:22 PM

wad can you ppL see..?? hmmm..=)

1:43 PM

HeLLo`!

i'm back`!

ytd i piah lky siao..

sho nv onlinee.. hehex.

hmmm.. todays paper was easy.

actualli its okokiee lahhs.

yea. hmmm..

den i spot d same mistake

2nd time, 2nd year..

hehex.

sianx.. 5225 gort lerhs.

saddennin ahhs.. hahax.

ohwell.. nvmm den..

hehex..

hmmMm.. i jux simply LuRve

my darLinn Laogong.. hehex.

hMmM...

bTw.. i always gort this feelinn

tt i did sTh wrongg bt i dunno wad..

LoLx.. i now neo y lerhs..

i 'm aLL abT y0uu.3427.

_* s h e `

` h i m *_

Saturday, May 07, 2005 Y

5:06 PM

halx` today gort no mood to studii

at aLL lo. dunno y oso.

suddenlii i felt tt i did

sTh reallii reallii wrong.

n i dunno wad it ish.

hMmmm..yea.

Lorhs.. i was sho pissed wid myself

coxe i cannort concentrate..

den wnt to slpp . hehex.

*oink*

neo wad i wanna do after mid year..?

1. Go play POOL

2. Savee $$ fer mp3

3. go sLc`!!

4. Go outt studii

5. havee enuff slpp

6. go chinese high concert

LoLx. gort mood to studii lerhs.

gTg soon. hehex.

hmmm.. tmr ish..

MOTHERS DAY~!!

2 4 2 7

3 2 7 4 4

5 2 2 5

Friday, May 06, 2005 Y

10:17 PM

AKU changed specS lerhs.

hehex.yUpx

hMmMm..

yea.

bored cant sLp.

Sianx.

.5225.

u're way up dere

n i'm way down here.

halx.

cannort lahhs.

let fatee decide bahhs.

.32744.

hmmm.

this. i gort nTh to sayy.

u ahhs.. hmm.

jux playin hard to gett.

if u reallii believe dan tts

too bad lorhs. Yea.

_* s h e `- .24273

` h i m *_

6:01 PM

eLLo`!

today gort emaths paper n ss.

hmmm..

emaths diff sia.

ss okokie lahhs.

kinda dssappointed with emaths lo

halx.. its express paper sumore. sobx.

den went to airport to studii.

YuPx. wid tanyiwen n shiya.

she's ritee.. no matter how ur frens change

u stiu havee to accept dem. yUpx

when i goin back den gort this plane

den this planee fly over the bridge

over miee.. cool lorhs.

tmr no sch.. Yippiee

den earlii wake up.

hehex. yea. anyone wanna go out n studii??

_* s h e `

` h i m *_

Thursday, May 05, 2005 Y

7:58 PM

HeLLo~!
chinese fail liaox..
stupid paper.
i dunn understand.
die lerhs..sobx
=
alicia. nehneh u lorhs
go lehhs.. aku wanna go hwa chong.
humPx.
=
u all neo wad?
is slpt while doin her mT paper.
lol. she win le lorhs.
LoLx.
hMmmM..
=
siannx.. tmr gort emaths p1
n ss lerhs.
Halx. i scared emaths lorhs.
yuPx.
jiayOu`!
=
sLc here i come`!
hehex.
jiawei`! readii..??
gogogogo`!
.

_* s h e `

` h i m *_

Wednesday, May 04, 2005 Y

10:16 PM

siaNz .

jux camee back from guitarr lessonn.

den needa do fnn lerhs.

sobx. tired. i beat`!

hmMm..

tonitee no need slpp lerhs .

saddenin sia. lolx.

today guitar continued playin love miee.

hehex. nicee songg lehhs. hehex.

nth muchh happen in sch..

poo dunn cry . kKkx?

such things is happenin to shocking lerhs.

tian ahhs. yuPx.

he made miee love himm evenn moree`!

_* s h e `

` h i m *_

Tuesday, May 03, 2005 Y

5:42 PM

_* s h e ` changed her blogg
decided to live a simplee lifee.
yea. tts it .
hMmMm..
Today..
nehneh n is was tokin to d waLL..
LoLx
dey lamed miee
hahax..
Today's eng paper was okokies larhs.
yuPx.
hehex..
sLc`!

he lky no reaction dex.

halx. nvmm.
.
_* s h e `

` h i m *_

Monday, May 02, 2005 Y

8:26 PM

_* s h e ` felt lky cryin .

_* s h e ` told miee tt by cryin

wud make d rest feel worst

_* s h e ` doesnt understand evrything

tt ish happenin now . _* s h e ` said tt

she wud even wan to see wads happenin

coxe she's to afraid to see or even face

d facts . but ..

all _* s h e ` cud do ish jux to

help prevent ppl from gettin physicallii hurt.

_* s h e ` hold back her tears to d verii last moment.

when _* s h e ` s alonee, tears came down.

_* s h e ` felt sho helpless..

standin dere not doin anythlngg.

_* s h e ` cant concentrate on her studiies.

_* s h e ` s broken inside.

eveythingg ish jux too scary fer _* s h e `

to watch .

ppl have to let certain things go

_* s h e `

5:12 PM

Latelii.

i jux meeT this gaL

in d miRRor

her name ish _* s h e `

yups .

wonder hu is reallii ish.

hmmmm ..

_* s h e ` gort lots of probs

latelli. _* s h e ` claims

tt noOne wud understandd .

LeTs see hu she realli is

inside .

_* s h e `

4:42 PM

i couldnt tell u y _*s h e ` felt tt way.

i couldn't help her

i dunno where _*s h e` belongs

_*s h e` wants to go home

but nobody's home

dere's where _*s h e ` lies.

b r ok en . i n si d e

dere's no place to go

to dry her eyes.

_*s h e ` s LosT . i n si de

her feelin's _*s h e ` hides

her dreaMs _*s h e ` canT find

_*s h e `s Losin heR mind

_*s h e `s faLLen behind

_*s h e` canT find heR pLace

_*s h e `s losin' her FaiTh

_*s h e `s faLLen from Grace

_*s h e `s aLL over d pLace

_*s h e `

Sunday, May 01, 2005 Y

10:58 PM

P i S S e d ` !

T i r e d ` !

S a d ` !

B o R e D ` !

R e s t L e s s ` !

[ c h a p L i n - M e ]

5:02 PM

nehneh euu.
sae me blur.
hw dare you.
is i acidentalli de lo.
retard u.
at least better than u arrh.
see ur pic in my blog
haha.exactly lyk retard.
charlene = retard. haha.

4:47 PM

hmmm..

see this retarded pooVan.

post wrong pic into

WRONG blogg

how blurr can u be

my dear poovan..??

LoLx. hahax.

hmMmM..

i'm bored`!

n i love my lao gong`!!!

send send miee sho manii songs today..

hehex..

*LurVe YaRz*

aKu`s fonee very quiet today..

sobs . hahax.

sianx..

now doin anglo chinese de paper 1 ..

knida chim sia..

LoLx

i neo wad i wan now..

hehex.

my mentality is alreadii set..

n its fer miee to neo

fer u to find out.

bleahs.

tt POP gort nth to do dex.

he say share this background.

den its all black black wan..

den say will change colour

n ask miee to wait..

kns.. it nv change lorhs.

*ah-bish* u`!

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4:15 PM

dats me.bored while studying.sooo took pic lor.hahaa.