Saturday, September 30, 2006 Y
12:03 AM
Lessons = BORING!
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It was seriously a waste of time going to school! It seems like there are teachers who are kind enough to let us do our own work so long our work is relevant to the subject during that particular period and they were more than happy enough to solve our problems. However, there are also teachers giving us tonnes of homework, do i even have time for homeworks? English , english and only english is what that im most concerned about, without it, i can go no where at all. How i wish that could self-declare holiday and mug at home. Unfortunately, it was almost impossible. My routine now is just waking up early in the morning, attending school and going for certain night study seesion and finally go home and sleep.How boring can it possiblity be?! It was too tiring for me to do anything especially when i had to stay in school the whole day. Feeling listless whenever i reach home.
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Although lesson was boring, we could still managed to entertain ourselves to keep ourselves awake. Firstly, we had food ration in class. Secondly, we simply draw! Lastly, watch Sam dance!
This was Yiwen's master piece.
Loves drawing her tongue SUPER BIG.
She TORTURED me today!!!!
Making me walked around tamp
My leg was killing me
and i was damn tired.
all thanks to her. lols
she loves making me walk big time
=x
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Introducing Ivy's master piece!
Can anyone comprehend these pics?
It meant that some devil made her sad.
ouhhhhhh.
but everything turned out fune for her in the end.
Tuesday, September 26, 2006 Y
10:59 PM
Feeling EMO[caution]
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Alright, those who knows what im gonna say next is going to give me a smack on my head. Just have to get this damn thing off me. Firstly, my results, it totally sucks ok? Imagine that you're one of the top and could not even enter a neighbourhood JC, how disgrace is that? Got some "lecturing" from my dad from he didn't push me that hard. Was contented about that. Simply wanting more each time, and still not satisfied with EVERYTHING.
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Secondly, its something rather sensitive. Three times were enough to hit me in the head or maybe somewhere else deep in me. Smiling to myself at every place that we have once been to. All the laughters that was shared between us, the endless conversations til our phone glows red hot and the downs that we've been through being side by side for each other. Everything just flashed back to me, so clearly that it all seems like yesterday. Hope soared in my heart upon hearing what they say each time but in fact it was bringing me down, into a deeper holeeach time, worst of all, i was the one digging the damn hole. All i have left was just memories and nothing else, but it will soon fade away, i hope? I love my acting skills.
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And you. You know what im gonna say. I can't help but to just escape each time. You said that i can forgo relationships, well, maybe youre right or maybe not. i dont seem to reassure myself all the time. I feel differently at different time, ain't that dangerous? Im always thinking of them and you, things dont get well together, just like a jiggsaw from different pictures, unless you can really find me one one that matches. Qing ren hen nan zuo hui peng you mahs?
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jia zhuang you duo hao? dao tou lai ye shi shang hai le ji zi.
10:59 PM
Feeling EMO[caution]
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Alright, those who knows what im gonna say next is going to give me a smack on my head. Just have to get this damn thing off me. Firstly, my results, it totally sucks ok? Imagine that you're one of the top and could not even enter a neighbourhood JC, how disgrace is that? Got some "lecturing" from my dad from he didn't push me that hard. Was contented about that. Simply wanting more each time, and still not satisfied with EVERYTHING.
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Secondly, its something rather sensitive. Three times were enough to hit me in the head or maybe somewhere else deep in me. Smiling to myself at every place that we have once been to. All the laughters that was shared between us, the endless conversations til our phone glows red hot and the downs that we've been through being side by side for each other. Everything just flashed back to me, so clearly that it all seems like yesterday. Hope soared in my heart upon hearing what they say each time but in fact it was bringing me down, into a deeper holeeach time, worst of all, i was the one digging the damn hole. All i have left was just memories, but it will soon fade away, i hope? I love my acting skills.
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jia zhuang you duo hao? dao tou lai ye shi shang hai le ji zi.
Sunday, September 24, 2006 Y
3:02 PM
Body temperature now is 37.5 + giddy + bitter saliva
*crossing finger*
let it get higher!
im here telling those people who dont know anything and please do not open that foul mouth of yours. Thankyou. Mind your own business will you. You must be really tired in trying to get things understood, well, you can take a rest from now on. There wont be anything for you people to add salt, pepper or vinegar. Try adding it to your own mouth, and it taste REAL GOOD. God bless you people, believe in karma. =)
1:21 PM
Man lei ji gei
You had never asked yourself why. Why would they treat you this way and way would we treat you this way as well. Im gonna repeat it again as i have said in the past, yes, i do admit that i somehow had neglected you in certain ways. BUT it was your actions that made me question you from the start. When i asked you why you called me that night IN SCHOOL, you said that why i ask you that question. Well, normal people will think the same way as me. Whatever you demanded, most of the time you had it your way, what more you still got to expect?
If you were to say im fake then i can't do anything because you always expects more each time. Calling me up in the middle of the might just to cry in front of me.Listening the same thing over and over again.. Calling me up and i have to throw my books aside and listen to you. yea, i wei-qu myself just to make you feel that im your friend? What a fool yea? Man, did i even say i felt cheated? Each time i see you, i could that the hatred is in me, the way you treat me in person and on the phone is total different, would want me to believe what i SEE and what i HEAR?
When you called me that afternoon, i thought things will be better, you only ask me whats about my blog and when you know you just offline. What is the meaning of this? Just wanting to know whats going on? you should jolly well know that i don't contact people, i wait for people to contact me de, if you do not know means you don't even know me at all. When we were still in good terms, you were the one calling and none of us complained about it, why? Cause we still talked til wee hours and now..? hahas. kinda funny and weird.
ngo hm hai oi bei lei mm hou tai
hai oi lei ji dou ngo hai dim lam gan
lei oi zang ngo, ngo meh duo hm ta zuo.
lei yao muo man gor ji gei,
dim gai ngo dey wei gum geh?
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gor ci lei da bei ngo
ngo yi wai lei tak tong ngo dey
yan cai duo zuo yan ci pang yao.
lei gan hui dey. ngo mo wa gong..
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behind them u feel so 'cam'
infront of them u feel 'hoi xam'
i see that u contridicting on what u've said.
thats what i see.
Friday, September 22, 2006 Y
11:56 PM
im simply satisfied and happy with everything now. =) prelims was average scored around 20-21 points for L1R5. wondering was it good or bad. night studies compound the amount of tiredness in me now..zzZ
byeee for now. =))
Monday, September 18, 2006 Y
8:13 PM
I have met this SUPER DUPER interesting friend, * was able to make me realise certain values in life. I have to specially thank *, my~, i don't where to start, just THANK YOU yea?
I just got to know * a few years back, we were in very good terms until certain things happened. Well, although we're not that close anymore BUT i was still willing to lend * a helping hand when * claims that * couldnt turn to anyone at that point of time and could only think of me. I was kind enough to lend * a listening ear, * didn't want *'s other group of friends to be aware of what was happening and all i could think of is that * wanted to protect * image. Come to think of it, is image that important than friendship? And now, guess what? * couldnt be bothered with the friendship, why? The reason behind it was so simple, * got * friends back. I wasn't agitated at all, im just dumb, im never gonna believe such people anymore. i rather trust what i see than what i hear from you. i couldnt believe that ive seen everything in you, and youre made of plastic.
My dear *, please, dont ever do this to anyone or if they happen to expose you, then it wouldn't be nice for you at all. all i can do is to wish you luck in finding a friend who can actually take your crap, the world don't live to see your face. Everything happen for a reason, people ask themselves why things turn out bad at times. A leapord will NEVER change its spot. i cant be bothered with such people anymore, get a life dude.
Sunday, September 17, 2006 Y
12:23 PM
I still haven't have enough of anything yet except books! My god, can't they just give us a break? Now, we have to get back to books, and before that we have the PAPERS to recieve, sigh, i'm gonna do bad this time, no confidence in any papers at all. I wanna thank my little darling asshole for wishing me in all the papers! Now asshole don't know go where and didnt even never reply my message also. Darling asshole don't want me anymore! really an asshole..
Went to JP on friday with yiwen.
The RAIN didnt stop us at all!
neh ni neh ni boo boooo! =p
and their toilet have its own mirror!!
went swimming at savannah!
it was on sat, nono rain!
muahahas.. hees
went for suana as well..
=))
this is way dumb!
yiwen's idea!
She simply loves the turtle!
she was so ** about the animals
in savannah!! lols. hahas
SOMEONE PLEASE BRING TO VISIT HER BELOVED ANIMALS! =x
After swimming, its FAMILY DAY..! =)) went to this ulu ulu hotel and have dinner! the whole meal cost up to 700 plus bucks! my godd, it was expensive larhs!! well, ive got GOOD FOOD to share with u all! =)) enjoy~! after that we went for singing session, it was boring! people singing songs that can put people to sleep de! zZzz.
abalone anyone?
it was like rubber!
whats so special about it?
it only fill half the SMALL bowl
how i wish it was a sting ray ..
so i can BITE it HARD HARD!
Feeling hungry? Too bad? bleahs! =P
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i seriously hate hypocrites, i find that they are just little pathetic people. Ohwell, they can live all their lives lying even about the slightest things, their life their problem. Just felt that isn't it somehow tiring? Or is it their nature in any way.? I really must praise them for having such an attitude that they still can have the cheek to have fun even when lying, don't your heart feel uneasy? Poor little things.
Thursday, September 14, 2006 Y
11:32 PM
Though its over, but i still don't feel that its the time to relax yet. ohwell, who cares? There won't be much harm for rewarding myself right? I didn't meet any killer today. =)) was rather happy about it! I won't be suprised that i will not score below 20 points for prelims, this year's standard was brought to a even greater height, tougher than the previous years. Damn, why is it have to be us? Amaths was way out of question,for paper 1, questions where so unfarmilar and seems like alien to us! Godd is it me or the paper? Goshh! Those are just worries, ohwell, i shall play hard to tommorrow get back on to track provided that i can concentrate without the fun others having. To play hard we had travelled to different parts of the 'world' which belongs us to us and only us.
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Sorry, didnt do it on purpose. Keeping a distance would benefit us in many ways i guess? Thankyou for everything, this is more than what i had asked for for the time being.
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Look at the flowers!
Is it just for the IMF..? =x
so beautiful with sun flowers!
Our first stop,
PARIS, hehes.
its simply paradise here
the chocolate are richhh!
heehs..!
this is just the beginning !
This is somewhere in LONDON..!
ain't it cool..?
She's just so happy that
she made it to london save n sound?
nice and tidy hair..
*see pic at bottom of post*
Thats US with that big ball!
went to england for world cupp!!
didnt know that we're so small in sixe. =s
Us..! but i forgot which country is this. =x
people call this ART.. =))
bring the kids out....
they couldnt help it,
they're deprived of it. =x
Godddd..! my legs are killing me
and there you see yiwen having
a hard time with it when im enjoying it!
she couldnt tahann!
Thats CREAMY chicken with
3 spoons of CHEESE.
mannnn.. she can tahan!
Look at the road,
its so peaceful due to the IMF.
we took a looooong cut just to
get to suntec city! lols
We're now in Australia!
See that BIG balloon??
Its not a hot-air ballon
its a BIG BIG BALLOON
Look at them, they got lost
on our way to Amazon Forest.
Looking so lost....
ouhhhhh
She's so pround to take a self-shot.
My god, how dumb can she get??
Ahhhs, thats her.! =))
messy hair she has now..!
=s
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YOU make me think twice once again.
Tuesday, September 12, 2006 Y
6:56 PM
The Killer.
*BEWARE,still on the lose!*
It was the killer who made me choked upon gasping for air. The feeling was horrible, it was like you're searching for a float in the middle of the deep blue sea. Everything beneath you seem so weird and dangerous, that was how i felt when recieving THE KILLER! It was all white in colour with numbers printed in black ink. It was a horrible experience, and i'll make sure i'll avoid the killer in future AT ALL COST, i can't afford to pay for the consequences anymore. PLEASE GOD, i beg you, dont ever let the killer appear in front of me anymore! =(
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Came home feeling restless, it was the most tiring day compared to last week's. Switch the television on and heard what? i heard " elmo's world!" I sat up straight and started watching it. My god, am i deprived of elmo? Then discovery channel drawed my attention, it was on FBI FILES, the United States' authorities did not mange to put the man who robbed several banks behind bars and at the end of seven months, the robber decided to turn himself in. The question was left un-answered, why would he turn himself in when he could not be located by the authorities?
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Papaya oxide.Have you ever heard of this covalent compound? Its werid though but it brings a lot of meaning to it or rather not, who knows? Ohya, got to introduce to everyone that i have one smart and creative friend called Yiwen, this formula represented us " Power=Work Done/Time" any idea anyone? Well, its only for us to know, if youre interested can go approach her yourself. =)
The KILLER made me do this..
but not sadistic enough.
Sunday, September 10, 2006 Y
5:34 PM
beautiful.beautiful.beautiful.beautiful.beautiful.beautiful.beautiful.beautiful.
beautiful.beautiful.beautiful.beautiful.beautiful.beautiful.beautiful.beautiful.
beautiful.beautiful.beautiful.beautiful.beautiful.beautiful.beautiful.beautiful.
beautiful.beautiful.beautiful.beautiful.beautiful.beautiful.beautiful.beautiful.
everything i see is now beautiful to me!
so if u were to ask me whether ure beautiful or not..
i'll reply a forceful YES.!! hehhs. muahahahhs.
try seeing everything in a beautiful angel
then u'll be able to see beautiful things
with your big beautiful eyes.
then u'll realise how beautiful the world actually is.
Beautiful soulJesse McCartney
Beautifully BrokenAshlee Simspon
Beautiful IntensionMelanie C
Beautiful loveThe Afters
My Beautiful womanBackstreetboys
Youre beautifulJames Blunt
Beautiful LoveTanya Chua
BeautifulChristina Aguileria
** recommanded
whats got into me with the word beautiful? lols.
do see beautiful as a funny word now?
simply because its tooooo beautiful to look beautiful..!
beautiful is just simplicity.!
HAPPY BEAUTIFUL DAY~!
Saturday, September 09, 2006 Y
4:25 PM
dumb is the only word to describe this show!
Its all about pouring chemical into this Han River
and a monster pop out from nowhere.
the whoel movie only took place at the sewage
where the monster will vomit people out dead..! how lame?
to keep everything short.. the person they wanted to save
was dead in the very end even though she had survived
in the beginning.
worst of all, it was in korean language.
and this male actor kept going "fuck fuck!" lols..!
thats all folks...!
saw derick again and this time with someone else. =x
muahahahahahhas!!!
yiwen n me of course came up with this plan to tour around spore
just to satisfy our stomach..!
it was totally crapppppppppppppppppppppp!!
ohwell, it'll be just pure fun! hehhs!
just bring me out after prelims...!
这次我没有这个必要装坚强，突然感到很有满祝感！
到头想一下，过去只是我自作多情吧了， 感觉上很幼稚！
至少我少了一个负担，我现在能够安心地去寻找另一个幸福而不是负担.
爱一个人是要他幸福， 我也没有这个必要得到他的人.
这次的感觉很准， 一定没有错的..
我爱过他不带表我还爱他。 =）
我拿得起，就得放得下..
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好想活在自己的世界里，里面都有我喜爱的东西和人..
连梦也有坏处， 那就是噩梦，就向现实的这个世界
有起也有落，没有是能够巡礼的独过， 这是个遗憾.
Tuesday, September 05, 2006 Y
5:29 PM
because of me..lols
yiwen get 'arghh' when i mention steve irwin.
ouhhhh.. she's lucky that her sharks are safe and sound.
she kinda dumb enough not to know how the photocopy mac works,
and she claims that i am dumb..? lols
having servere headache now,
arghhh. pain paIN PAIN..!
Dear **,
don't let me exposed u because it will turn out unslightly.i would encourage u to stop now or else.. i SWEAR that you'll experience that someday, or maybe u already did, as well but not by me, by someone who is much more bo-liao and in the end, youre the one getting busted not me. =) ure seriously wasting your time as well. save your engergy so that you dont have to crack your brain any further. and PLEASE..! when you decided to tell a lie or even prank on people,PLEASE do ensure that theres no holes at all. it is really a pity, because he is good looking.
if you are testing me in a way to test whether am i practical or not, frankly speaking, NO, not at all. =) anyway, you gave yourself away.that's how i got to know.
i dont find it fun in any way.you may wish to continue if you want to. by all means. im willing to go along with it . =))
thank you very much.
Monday, September 04, 2006 Y
5:50 PM
Name 11 people you can think of right now in your head.
*three of which must be the opposite sex*
After that tag at least 5 people to do this
1.yiwen
2.ken
3.rabbit
4.damian
5.karen
6.jia wei
7.shawn
8.pearlene
9.alicia
10.farhan
11.qiuling
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1.How did you meet 10?
hahas from a cca when the cross red in colour=))
2.What would you do if you never met 2?
den i wont be married..? lols
3.What would you do if 9 and 11 dated?
nahhs. its impossible. my child will be their god child.
=x (female + female= no babies)
4.Do you like 7?
hahas. yea. his my "husband".hehhs
5.Would 5 and 6 make a good couple?
ermms. lols! this is weird..!
6.Describe 3.
She's a chao-da rabbit with NO TAIL. =)
7.Do you think 8 is attractive?
yea. well known for her violent-ness.
8.Tell me something about 9.
She simply loves me ? my aiai..! LOL. =x
10.Whats 5's favourite things?
her trumpet..! right?
11.What would you do if 10 confesses he/she likes you.
MADNESS.. hahas!!lols
12.What language does 6 speak?
english, chinese ? to-chew i guess
13.Who is 9 going out with?
ME of course..!
14.How old is 8 now?
she's 17. same samehehhs=))
15.When was the last time you talked to 1?
just now? lols
16.What is 2's favourite band/singer?
nt sure but i love the song he sent me..! =x
17.Would you ever date 7?
yea. y not..? hehhs
18.Would you ever date 11?
yeap y not ehh? heehs.
19.Have you ever seen 8 naked?
NO..!DUMB QUES.
People whom you want to pass this on:
yiwen,rabbit,pearlene,alicia,shawn
2:26 PM
stupid sting ray you. ... *#$#^%##^%&@!%^%$ go to hell !!!
arghhh!!
i was watching his show on the movie making.
hais. and now.. he's... sobs
how could this happen to him???!!!
no more crocodile shows for me..
i wonder how his daughter will feel,
she is always so attached to him..
*one minute of silence*
he was killed on Monday by a stingray during a diving expedition..
and he is only 44..
i will always remember him as the one and only:
Crocodile Hunter Steve Irwin
i will still love crocodiles as usual.
Saturday, September 02, 2006 Y
8:41 PM
Can anyone believe that charlene watch an hour of bollywood?
it was seriously drama-mama!
with a sword sticking out from the main character's back!
this one is best, white foam coming from a lady's mouth!
it was seriously dramatic.
goshhh..! covered elmo's eye, cause i think that all these
will stunt my darling elmo's growth..! =x
wasn't feeling well the whole day.
keep feeling nausea. goshhhh. arghh
couldn't sleep also. yucks.!
hahas! found out something really interesting
but it is not safe to blog it out,
so if you wanna know message me or something. =))
i might consider telling you. =x
Friday, September 01, 2006 Y
6:24 PM
Decided to change blogskin.
my new creation. =)
yesterday went out with yiwen n alicia.
we laughed for straight 5 hours..!
imagine that. goshhh. thats really incredible.
but i didnt get anythign for myself..=(
what can we get at tamp mall? hahas!!
its holi-week nxt week
after that have to carry on with prelims.
ouhh. all i can do now is study!
but who cares, i still havoc. =p
guess what..?!
ive got a new msn friend! =))
--AOB-- 
thats jiawei in orange
we had KFC for night study!
cool right?
mr bernard didnt bother.
bleahhhs.!
Its really dumb of him to use melon seds..!
night study is fun with them..!
its kinda ugly..!
rated M18
muahahhas..!
i can say goodbye to my first 3 months..*flying away*
Look at the road,
