mylife.mystory

Wednesday, August 24, 2005 Y

10:26 PM

Its been a few days since i last blog. In life, people do come and go, and the best part is that i've learnt how to let go of certain things, because it's not worth cherishing. People also change, so i believe that i shouldn't do anything also, let them do what they want and they will taste their own medicine one day, by then they will truely understand what they had gone wrong. It would be applied to me as well. God won't not let 'bad' people off so easily, it's just the matter of time when god will clear his 'debts' with them. The chiristian's believed that if one let goes of its past, noone can harm him/her, this i find it so god damn true for me. I would get hurt easily if i hold on to the past, so i decided to let certain things go.
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lately i wasn't able to concentrate on certain things. My stuides is an example, i didn't concenrate well enough. I didn't managed to hit a shuttlecock when i was playing badminton ealier this morning! *sigh* i'm so out of place. I felt myself tarpped in one corner. I still need to find whats blocking me from such________(don't klnow what word to use).
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today we had 2 hours of english. Lots of things happened. Poovan actually told me that i should be happy of some thing. Which is about ah-boii's reaction towards certain things. I was 'playing' with Quek in class, then ms cheong scold him when i'm supposed to be the one getting the scolding, BUT it was alright for quek, because, the whole class make fun of him like this. Poovam shouted, later somebody jealous! Then syahidah told me that i should be happy due to his reaction, but i wasn't sure on what was his reaction. There was another incident whereby ah-boii and me bursting out into laughter without knowing why we are laughing for.*oh my god* I feel so weird.
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good night and take care everyone`! i hope things would change for the better`!