mylife.mystory

Wednesday, October 26, 2005 Y

10:10 PM

today in class did nothing but msg n watch moviee. da moviee i see b4 lerhs. so its BORING~ hahas. den do maths. dats all we did in class. yeaa. siann. ZzZzz. heys. islin! u got any problem i'll be dere FIRST. and u finally tagged. hehes. =) does it feel nice to HUG me?? hahas. =x hahas.my husband msged me. hehes. anyway its okie larhs, my SKILLS are good de okies. dun say nono goood. hehes. PEARLENE. u dun anyhow anyhow hors. and also dun lame me. abt ur dat prob... him wad i see is dat he hust want to go back to the past?? or else he wont even mention abt the past rites?? lol. goood luck. go to ur dat ehem ehem* hehes. =x

he called me. muaha. hmmmm? i'm crazy already since morning, kept smiling to myself lorhs. tian ahhs, feel lky slapping myself to stop myself from smiling lorhs. hahas. hmmmm. ting very lucky coxe i today mood very the good den nv scream at her today. muaha!ahneh. you find it sweet ahhs?? tian ahhhs. guitar lesson played tears in heaven.. a very nice song. hehes. nxt piece is QING TIAN by jay. hehes. i hear dat song de guitar will melt lorhs. hehes. yuPx. siann goin to do maths tys lerhs. siann..

certain times we just cant trust what people say, we have to see it with our own eyes to believe it. yeaa. sometimes things just contridict, and we will not know who to trust. yeaa. its doesnt mean she/he is close to you mean sshe/he will tell you the truth. i still prefer to sit and observe. yeaa. lucky i dun have such problems anymore lerhs. yeaa. i'm so proud of myself. =) hehes. byebye go do maths lerhs. hehes.

hiding my feelings? sometims i felt irritated, happy, crazy, stiuuupid, bonkers and sad?? haiix. even if i were to tell tell someone, who can i look for? where to start?? tian ahhhs. sometimes just felt lky screaming out loud. yeaa. when i'm losing my control (goin siao) means i sad liaox lerhs. just trying to hide it so that no one knows it. but why? i just want pepople to see me as a happy go lucky gal. i dun want to leave an impression to people whereby i'm weak, just lky in da past. yeaa.

i'm serious.