mylife.mystory

Sunday, November 20, 2005 Y

12:09 PM

all i know how to do is to work work work and only work. nothing else. i working until 2 weeks before year ends then start to prepare for next year's o level lerhs. yuPx. as for redcross.. i will go for redcross in the morning then i gogo work. yeaa. sounds tiring? work from 2pm to 10pm lorhs.. BUT i like~ i wanna tired myself out, why? i also have nono idea why, just being sadiistic ayte? muaha! lalalarhs. hmmmm. i some how feel weird or uneasy, dunno why also, just wanna work to occupy myself lorhs. yuPx. heys people, i might neglect u all coxe.. i'm ambitious, so maybe nono time to toke, msg or online lerhs. from tomorrow onwards i wont be online except for every wednesday? yuPx. hehes.

there are lots of things that i need to catch up with, redcross footdrill com coming and our standard have been dropping, must mantain that bronze award, it wasnt easy to get that too, and i haven take the commanding training and take footdrill sliver yet, back to red cross life lerhs. yeaa. i needa be devoted in it coxe the cadets like all giving problems that should not be happening also. haiix rather dissappointed in them. BUT what to do.. haiix. bring back that firece and scary charlene out again? i tired of scolding sia. or can i say thta i forgot how to scold liaox?? i dun care . i'll do anything to get the awards that i once dream for dmn rcy. i dun care how u all see me lerhs. u all give me shit i give u all hell. rc here i come....................!!

as for studies, i wanna get into at least mJc ahhhs. my dream is to get into jc, and theres lots of things for me to catch up especially my two languages, yuPx. so... less tokin on fone and all sorts of stuffs lerhs. yuPx. i really needa put in alot of effort. i guess that i'll be taking my Olevel maths again next year, coxe i sure got alort careless mistakes although the paper is easy arhs. if i get a 2 or more i will retake the paper. i must get an A1 for both my maths. yeaa. science shud not be a prob. fnn.. i die lerhs larhs i can only score in course work and not theory lorhs. tian ahhhs. i'm like the only one worry for my O's lorhs. i find it abit TUPID buut u think i care. lol.

i think i going to have pms or attitude prob lerhs. lol. no idea why.. so.... when i acting weird, you people better SIAM.. or u all die.. lol. =) muahahahahahahahaha..!! my life in leadership is going to end soon. i've learn how to let go of council le bahhs? redcross.. i cannot for the moment BUT i'm sick and tired of it lerhs..........

yesterday went out wid him, poo and kelly. yuPx. went to watch HARRY POTTER but nehneh didnt watch. u poor gal. u tc okies? haiix. felt sad for you. haiix. this knida things we as children cant do much also. urs will turn out fine de just like mine? mine turn out fine lerhs. now very thing is ok in my house lerhs. yupx. take things easy kkx?? =) rmb that i'll be there for you de. i love SHAWN,POOVAN n TING to disturb me wid their lifes. yuPx. so anything i must know okies?? see.. u people got special treatment? =x hehes.

you seem more committed than i do..?