mylife.mystory

Friday, January 13, 2006 Y

9:18 PM

todae had red cross trainning. haiis. i very tired. had headache while doing their debriefing. u people may hate me, but thats my job. i've done my best lerhs. whether to accept wad i said or not is up to u all lerhs. yeaa. i just sometime felt whatever i done for red cross is not recognise at all. haiis. its really saddening. its really very tiring for me. i actually dont wish to do anything de, but i dont want them to clear the shit so i decided to continue, even i get all the shit on me larhs. ohwell. hao ren hui you hao bao? it very tiring to take over a unit for 2 years with problems lying all over the place can. who will ever understand my situation? when u people take over that u all will get to see the shit everywhere.. i do so many things just to not let u all throw face, i do so much n wad do i get in the end? =( haiis. my poor sec4s oso did so much n they get shit. haiis. is it my fault or wad?

i put so much hope in u all. saddening larhs..i'm not angry but was disappointed. i steppin down soon. all the best dmn rcy! ..