mylife.mystory

Monday, June 05, 2006 Y

10:17 PM

i left with no words.

i hate those people who do things underhand just to get accepted or welcomed by others. this simply shows that youre feeling threathened? i simply don't get it. ren jiu shi zhen me de xian shi. i seriously hate such things to happen but of course, i cant stop such things from happening. all i can do is just to sit and watch all these jian bu de ren de shi. all i know is that they just give people the wrong idea. what are you doing? are u aware of it?? i seriously dont think so. anyway you don't have the right to question at all. everyone has its limit. i hate demanding people as well. people all do have their limit, u cross the limit and i'll just say good bye.

everything seems like it gonna happen once again, back to square one where we first started. wo hao bu rong yi de ba zi ji fu qi lai. zai lai yi ge da ji, wo zhi hui yi shi dai jui lerhs. wo cheng shuo bu liao lerh. wo zuo li bu an, zuo shen me shi duo mei you xing xin. sighh. why cant people just look at the bright side and let things pass?? why must people keep looking back and its all the bad memories that is left. if you know what are the consequences then why cant people just close one eye?? i seriously dont understand. everything is simply in the mind. why cant people think this way?? haix. if i were you i would not chose to know anything, because the truth seriously hurts. even if i were to be affected i will not show it to others coxe i don't want you to show others, i know everything has been inside you since the day it all started. i just pray and crossing my fingers that nothing will happen. i hope. sighh. but i just felt that its coming my way and fast. i cant hide it at all, all i have to do is to face it bravely like i once did before.

this will be the only place where i show my frustrations,sadness and anger. never on me.