mylife.mystory

Sunday, September 24, 2006 Y

1:21 PM

Man lei ji gei

You had never asked yourself why. Why would they treat you this way and way would we treat you this way as well. Im gonna repeat it again as i have said in the past, yes, i do admit that i somehow had neglected you in certain ways. BUT it was your actions that made me question you from the start. When i asked you why you called me that night IN SCHOOL, you said that why i ask you that question. Well, normal people will think the same way as me. Whatever you demanded, most of the time you had it your way, what more you still got to expect?

If you were to say im fake then i can't do anything because you always expects more each time. Calling me up in the middle of the might just to cry in front of me.Listening the same thing over and over again.. Calling me up and i have to throw my books aside and listen to you. yea, i wei-qu myself just to make you feel that im your friend? What a fool yea? Man, did i even say i felt cheated? Each time i see you, i could that the hatred is in me, the way you treat me in person and on the phone is total different, would want me to believe what i SEE and what i HEAR?

When you called me that afternoon, i thought things will be better, you only ask me whats about my blog and when you know you just offline. What is the meaning of this? Just wanting to know whats going on? you should jolly well know that i don't contact people, i wait for people to contact me de, if you do not know means you don't even know me at all. When we were still in good terms, you were the one calling and none of us complained about it, why? Cause we still talked til wee hours and now..? hahas. kinda funny and weird.

ngo hm hai oi bei lei mm hou tai

hai oi lei ji dou ngo hai dim lam gan

lei oi zang ngo, ngo meh duo hm ta zuo.

lei yao muo man gor ji gei,

dim gai ngo dey wei gum geh?

gor ci lei da bei ngo

ngo yi wai lei tak tong ngo dey

yan cai duo zuo yan ci pang yao.

lei gan hui dey. ngo mo wa gong..

behind them u feel so 'cam'

infront of them u feel 'hoi xam'

i see that u contridicting on what u've said.

thats what i see.